Hey guys, first time posting and hoping this is the right place for it. Here goes;
A little over a month ago I went into detox to try and kick my H habit. I was doing about a gram a day of H that apparently had fent in it as well. When I got into detox I was so, so horribly sick. I remember rocking back and forth and screaming a lot. They thought they were going to have to send me to the hospital but tried giving me 2, then 4, then 8mgs of bupe and that was enough to hold me, though it was still a really rough night. By day 4 I felt fine and was released and of course went right back to the dope man bc even though I felt ok I still wasn't sleeping and my anxiety was through the roof. Anyway fast forward a month later and I've gone to the clinic and gotten a script for bupe, the 8mg pills. I started them 2 days ago on Tuesday taking 4mg, then 8. I took 8mgs yesterday and 6 today even though I still feel pretty sick. I'm soaked in sweat, I have chills, anxiety, insomnia, skin feels like sand paper. I had really hoped this was going to work this time but I still feel sick and its getting really hard to not say fuck it and not take my dose tomorrow and go cop before work bc I have to work tomorrow night. Am I doing something wrong? I just don't get why I still feel so shitty after 3 days. Idk if it matters but I'm 32, 120lbs with a high metabolism.
Honestly man when you have a big habit transitioning to sub will not be painless. Last time i did it i was in a similar situation doing around a gram a day and when i switched i still felt sick for 4 or 5 days. Not as sick as id be if i hadnt taken the sub but still pretty shitty. You just gotta get past the first 5 days or so and you will start to feel normal.Hey guys, first time posting and hoping this is the right place for it. Here goes;
A little over a month ago I went into detox to try and kick my H habit. I was doing about a gram a day of H that apparently had fent in it as well. When I got into detox I was so, so horribly sick. I remember rocking back and forth and screaming a lot. They thought they were going to have to send me to the hospital but tried giving me 2, then 4, then 8mgs of bupe and that was enough to hold me, though it was still a really rough night. By day 4 I felt fine and was released and of course went right back to the dope man bc even though I felt ok I still wasn't sleeping and my anxiety was through the roof. Anyway fast forward a month later and I've gone to the clinic and gotten a script for bupe, the 8mg pills. I started them 2 days ago on Tuesday taking 4mg, then 8. I took 8mgs yesterday and 6 today even though I still feel pretty sick. I'm soaked in sweat, I have chills, anxiety, insomnia, skin feels like sand paper. I had really hoped this was going to work this time but I still feel sick and its getting really hard to not say fuck it and not take my dose tomorrow and go cop before work bc I have to work tomorrow night. Am I doing something wrong? I just don't get why I still feel so shitty after 3 days. Idk if it matters but I'm 32, 120lbs with a high metabolism.
I just found this old post and it's pretty similar to my life story. Except my depression started 10 years ago and in order to cope with it I was using Oxy. Never tried anything stronger. At the same l was on several different antidepressants (mostly SSRI) but they didn't help me at all. At the end I developed tolerance to Oxy and became chronically depressed and suicidal. I went to my Dr. and told him EVERYTHING. I also said that I am not trying any new antidepressants as they obviously didn't work. He prescribed me Suboxone (16mg) and that was the day that changed my life. After my first dose, depression was gone and I felt almost "normal". The only problem was I felt sleepy and tired all the time so I reduced my dose to 8mg. I will try to tapper my dose slowly but I will never quit. I have no alternative and Suboxone saved my life. Literally. I just hope that tolerance won't be an issue again?Just like the title says..
I have been dealing with depression for all of my adult life, I am 22. I have been depressed since I was 9 years old. It hasn't gotten better, it has gotten worse, and lately has turned more severe. I can barely get out of bed in the afternoon. It's not about getting out of bed in the morning, it's about getting out of bed before 5 pm. This is not healthy, and I know this...
I have tried all sorts of different medications, I have been through therapy many times, I have been hospitalized twice. I have tried to commit suicide a couple times.
I figured out a couple years ago what helps with this depression.. opiates. When I am on opiates everything is better. IT's the ONLY thing that works.
I had a period of time where I was a heroin addict, and I have been on methadone, but am now off. I have been clean for a couple months and I can say 100% that I felt waaaay better when I was on heroin, oxy, vicodin, methadone, ANY opiate.. than when I am clean.
Suboxone doesn't work as well as these other opiates, but when I take it, it curbs my depression to the point where I feel almost like a normal person. I feel fine when I'm on suboxone.
I have never been on subs for a long time. The longest I have been on them was a week. Although it helped then, I don't know if it would continue to help with my depression over a long period of time...
..but I'm thinking of giving Suboxone-maintenance a try as a way to relieve my resistant depression. If I were to do this, I would stay on it for the rest of my life. I have also considered getting back on methadone for the rest of my life too, but I figure subs would be a better alternative because the addiction potential is not nearly as high.
I know that I will become dependent on the subs if I choose to do this, but I am starting to think that it just might be worth it... I'm tired of hating everything, and not being able to talk to people, and not caring about fucking anything.
What do you think? (keep in mind I don't care about being addicted to something, I consider being addicted to a medication, but being free of depression a far better alternative than not being able to get out of bed for the rest of my life.. keep that in mind posters.)
I feel you man , i have subs with me for a week now and after 2 or 3 days i no longer get high off them they just make me normal (stronger and better valium) i feel that i function better minus the emotional flatness.. Also weed is much better and it can even enduce nodingJust like the title says..
I have been dealing with depression for all of my adult life, I am 22. I have been depressed since I was 9 years old. It hasn't gotten better, it has gotten worse, and lately has turned more severe. I can barely get out of bed in the afternoon. It's not about getting out of bed in the morning, it's about getting out of bed before 5 pm. This is not healthy, and I know this...
I have tried all sorts of different medications, I have been through therapy many times, I have been hospitalized twice. I have tried to commit suicide a couple times.
I figured out a couple years ago what helps with this depression.. opiates. When I am on opiates everything is better. IT's the ONLY thing that works.
I had a period of time where I was a heroin addict, and I have been on methadone, but am now off. I have been clean for a couple months and I can say 100% that I felt waaaay better when I was on heroin, oxy, vicodin, methadone, ANY opiate.. than when I am clean.
Suboxone doesn't work as well as these other opiates, but when I take it, it curbs my depression to the point where I feel almost like a normal person. I feel fine when I'm on suboxone.
I have never been on subs for a long time. The longest I have been on them was a week. Although it helped then, I don't know if it would continue to help with my depression over a long period of time...
..but I'm thinking of giving Suboxone-maintenance a try as a way to relieve my resistant depression. If I were to do this, I would stay on it for the rest of my life. I have also considered getting back on methadone for the rest of my life too, but I figure subs would be a better alternative because the addiction potential is not nearly as high.
I know that I will become dependent on the subs if I choose to do this, but I am starting to think that it just might be worth it... I'm tired of hating everything, and not being able to talk to people, and not caring about fucking anything.
What do you think? (keep in mind I don't care about being addicted to something, I consider being addicted to a medication, but being free of depression a far better alternative than not being able to get out of bed for the rest of my life.. keep that in mind posters.)
Are you being actually put under with something like propofol? Or are they doing a “twilight sedation”? Something like versed and fentanyl.Hey BL fam, I was wondering if anyone has experienced IV sedation while on buprenorphine?
I found out I have 2 abscesses in my wisdom teeth, and long story short, I need all 4 removed. I'm 30, so this is a risky operation based on where the nerve is running. I've been told it's basically guaranteed I'd lose feeling permanently based on where the nerve is running. So it's going to be a tricky procedure.
I've seen 2 oral surgeons about this and my surgery is scheduled for next week.
I elected for IV sedation, although I'm not certain how this was even an option. If I move wrong while they're operating, I would risk that nerve being damaged.
Anyway - I spoke with the doctor about me being on suboxone. I'm on a relatively low dose, as I've been tapering for some time.
I take about .5mg every other day, to every 3rd day. I'm on the strips, and they're 8mg so I cut those down into tiny pieces.
My doctor said that suboxone could interfere with the IV sedation, saying he wanted me on as low a dose as possible. From there it would just be sedating me, but he said suboxone could impact that, and 'we wouldn't want you waking up mid surgery,' which is the most horrifying thing to say to a person. He said that what he would want is for me to take that dose as I normally do and have the day of my surgery being the 3rd day (the day I would normally take my dose, but not to take it). So he basically wants me on the lowest dose of suboxone as possible.
My concern was the complete lack of knowledge around this topic/drug - in regard to IV sedation/operations of any kind. There has to be more information out there that is published knowledge, right?
So first, I decided to go with another oral surgeon that seems to care more about the specifics of where the nerve is running and how best to get the tooth/teeth cut and removed. He went into great depth and actually drew out how my tooth was, where the nerve was, and where the abscess was. However I'm incredibly anxious about the suboxone and sedation.
But has anyone had a surgery performed while on Suboxone? Is the amount of IV medication supposed to be higher if you're on it? Does this impact it at all?
& would it potentially impact nitrous oxide (laughing gas)?
Or was this just a 'to stay on the safe side, be on the lower end of your medication' type of note? He said this shouldn't impact anything else, because they aren't going to IV any pain medication, for oral surgeries they don't do that (I was surprised to hear that, but okay..).
Anyone experienced this or anything similar? Is this something to worry about? If so, should I get my Suboxone prescriber involved? (I'm genuinely not sure if he does that outside of a massive car wreck type thing, and that's tied in with the pain medication portion of what I can received/will break through the Bupe).
I've put this off for so long, I don't care the pain I'll be in afterwards - I just want to get this done and over with. I am greatly concerned about the possibly permanent nerve damage/loss of feeling, as well as waking up mid sedation!
Thanks in advance!!!