BlueHues
Bluelighter
^Which philosophy? Less is more?
If I can do it you can too. Still get cravings, its every day struggle but over time you will heal from inside out.
Lol, worded perfectlyI'll hear about someone getting prescribed painkillers and I still think "you lucky son of a bitch". .
man i had a ton of crap typed up and something happened... ugh.
ive always wondered about how far down u really need to taper to before jumping off... since everyone seems to be noticing the way bupe acts different in small doses all of a sudden.
do you go off at 2-4mg or more because of the "less is more"? or do you keep tapering down, going past 2mg, going into the microgram range?
ive done the whole .5mcg or less jump, and it certainly was more w/d than i expected. ive also jumped off of 100mcg or so of IV bupe, after tapering down slowly to get there. that was at least as bad if not worse than the sublingual w/d. im torn about IV bupe, about weighing the gains vs losses. im trying this time to avoid it, but if i were to no longer have access it would be hard not to. i dont envy those in that position and i hope to avoid it.
and at captain: have you considered that blocker shot once you choose to jump off of the bupe? just thought id bring it up, if your goal is to be totally opiate free. not sure if its good for everyone, i just know it helped a friend of mine for a while. i dont know a whole lot about it, including the name.
This is my biggest struggle. Five years later I still get ridiculous cravings. I'll hear about someone getting prescribed painkillers and I still think "you lucky son of a bitch". I can still remember exactly the feeling of that first rush of euphoria and I still miss it. Five years later and I'm still waiting for the "high on life" portion of recovery.
Does anyone else get a different generic from time to time? I do not know much about scripts, luckily havent needed many. If I prefer a certain form of sub can I request that I get that one everytime?
doesnt sound too bad. mine was much worse but i jumped around 2 or 4mg; i dont even remember because i was in so much pain from an ear infection i just kept eating strips and crying.
im at day 11/12 ish and my heart is still pounding which keeps me up at night. it is extremely uncomfortable but i cant move around forever, i have to rest sometime and thats when i gets bad. everything else is almost gone though, the sweats and RLS is minor (but that is still mildly put).
i keep trying to find a position i can rest in that might help my heart not be so noticeable. i can feel it pounding in my neck and my ears. ugh its gross.
*and they should take all those feathers and shit off their ads. makes suboxone look all warm and fluffly. they need a skull and cross bones on those pamphlets.
sub withdrawl is not only a cake walk compared to anything else its barely even there thats what great about subs the only downside is that it shuts off your opiate receptors and you cant ever get high again which i dont mind since im on the straight and narrow
wait this can't be true. once you get on subs you can never get high again? i thought it was just while you were on the subs. i was under the impression that if the subs were out of your system and you relapse then you would be getting high again. am i wrong here?