First off: I'm not addicted to opiates, or anything that causes much of a withdrawal.
Okay, so either the half dose of suboxone I took today made me extremely sick, or I just have horrible motion sickness 8 hours and continuing.
I took HALF of my dad's *prescribed* dose in a strip. Note that I am only 95lb/43kg. My dad isn't too much bigger, 135lb/61kg, so I really don't think a half a dose of his would be too much for me. And I ate a good-sized lunch 2 hours prior.
Today was the first time I tried it, and I absolutely love it. I feel like I found an answer to my undiagnosed bipolar disorder symptoms. The whole reason my dad gave it to me was because I was basically at rock-bottom mentally, and it was also taking a tole on me physically.
But an hour and a half after it kicked in, I got violently sick. I got extreme dizziness and blurred vision which caused me to get motion-sickness and throw up any time I had my eyes open for longer than 10 minutes. Seriously, I had lay down with my eyes shut and day dream for 4 hours. I also had major hot and cold spells.
Now I'm up and about, but I'm still puking after every glass of kool-aid I drink, which is often because I'm sooo thirsty (and I haven't even had the urge to pee since this started).
When I'm not puking, I'm still actually feeling pretty good. And it's 1 am in the morning here, 10 hours after I took it under the tongue. It feels how it did when it started, but I still can't see straight. I'm like, cocking my head to see this screen
So.. what do you think? Do me and suboxone just not get along or do you think it was motion sickness, and totally unrelated???
I've taken xanax, and to me suboxone felt like a super low dose of xanax, or somewhat equal to a few vics. And I've NEVER in my life gotten motion sickness from anything, even though I felt much more dizzy than that from dxm and alcohol. So I don't think that the dizziness from this could have caused ALL this. I would assume that if it was the suboxone, it would be more complicated.
I'm begging for opinions because I really feel like this drug could help me be satisfied with my life. Or at least I could take it during manic or depressive episodes to straighten out.