lasthurrah19
Bluelighter
Thanks for the quick reply. Yeah, I'm sort of expecting it to work OK at first then not at all. That's the way everything has been for me, as far as sleep aids, and that includes benzos, gabapentin, Ambien, Lunesta, Seroquel, etc.
It sucks because when I was on roxycodone I slept beautifully after having been a lifelong insomniac. I can probably get used to having an hour or two of sleep (like before), but right now it's the RLS that's unbearable.
Yeah, I know what that's like. I think I've ruined sleep meds for myself, at one time I was taking 1mg clonazepam, 10mg ambien, 400mg trazodone, 1800mg gabapentin to sleep and it didn't work at all, it maybe worked for 6 weeks. I've kind of resigned myself to the apparent fact that it's too chronic in my case to be managed by medication long term - still, if I don't take my 400mg Seroquel/45mg Remeron script every night, I would barely sleep at all, I'm talking like 2-3 hours every other night maybe. Seroquel knocked me out pretty well for like 3 months, longer than anything else, but I went up on dose very quickly as the instant release version worked but only for like 4 hours, and the XR version works but it's at 400 mg, which IMO is pretty insane for someone without any kind of mania/psychosis or even bipolar at all, I'm kinda scared to jump into anything more sedating (and with added possible long term side effects) - but even with this amount of meds, it's nowhere close to a guaranteed snooze, and it doesn't make me lethargic whatsoever. Benzos are totally out at this point, my doc thinks they make things worse (for me in particular), even in the (very) short term and I do agree with him.
Crazy what PTSD can do to you, I don't think I really even have generalized anxiety disorder or panic disorder, I'm just so hyper-aware of everything (and at the same time dissociative, figure that out), my heart rate is constantly above 120bpm, going to a new GP soon to sort that out. I sleep in street clothes and a therapist once referred to that as "ready to run" behavior, I've been doing this since at least 10 years old - 15+ years.
Hope you're feeling better by now, and yeah what's up neighbor. Sorry for the long post.
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