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Opioids Suboxone 8mg to e pills...need help please!

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Littlelady3

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Goodmorning. I’m a heroine addict clean of 2 years...last month I started taking 1, 8mg sub strip a day. Last week I lowered my intake and switched to percs...I never detoxed from the opiates. I started taking Ecstasy pills for a week. I haven’t took an e pill since yesterday and I don’t want to. I’m nervous about my withdraw. Is there anything I can take? Will it be bad? Do I still have to detox from the subs or did I do that while taking the spills for a week?
 
Littlelady3 said:
Honestly life & I just thought substituting it would be easier to control. I was looking for fun not habit
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Ok, I was just curious i been off H for about a month, which is the longest since starting, so when I hear you went back after 2 years it makes me wonder if I’ll be able to pull this off even more, but I think a lot of us started using as a coping mechanism in the first place
 
Las Veghost grower said:
Ok, I was just curious i been off H for about a month, which is the longest since starting, so when I hear you went back after 2 years it makes me wonder if I’ll be able to pull this off even more
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I just started crying. Lol. Honestly you’ll probably always feel that was because I did & still do. Don’t focus on “can I make it to 3 months clean,1 year clean, 5 years clean?” It’s harder that way because we know anything can happen in life. Focus on today & getting through it this day. & tomorrow do the same. Next thing you know you 1 year clean
 
Everyone keeps telling me take it day by day, but in my mind if I keep my goals short sighted I’ll be more likely to make a stupid decision thinking in the short term, I don’t know this shits so god damn hard ha
 
@Las Veghost grower , he brother, thanks for all the help on here. But the truth of the matter is that the corney slogans have been around for so long because they are TRUE 🥰😇🥰. We all only have today, I stayed clean and sober for a little over 21 years, then had a cancer battle, and picked up 🤯🤬😱.
so as stated above, just for today, focus where your feet are. Don’t plan out your life to hard or Far, never ever happens that way. Just I am not going to use now. If you get obsessed ang “ I MUST USE NOW” do something else , move a muscle change a thought !!!
very hard for me to obsess on two thing at the same time 🤪
 
Iceman1216 said:
@Las Veghost grower , he brother, thanks for all the help on here. But the truth of the matter is that the corney slogans have been around for so long because they are TRUE 🥰😇🥰. We all only have today, I stayed clean and sober for a little over 21 years, then had a cancer battle, and picked up 🤯🤬😱.
so as stated above, just for today, focus where your feet are. Don’t plan out your life to hard or Far, never ever happens that way. Just I am not going to use now. If you get obsessed ang “ I MUST USE NOW” do something else , move a muscle change a thought !!!
very hard for me to obsess on two thing at the same time 🤪
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I hear you man, I always seem to have a weird or different way of seeing things, your totally right about sayings that stick around mean something. Tbh I think I’m just over thinking everything cause I genuinely want to stop for good, but keep getting those thoughts of making a call. That amazing tho that you were able to go that long, you clearly have a very strong mind, and under those circumstances I don’t think anyone can say anything about going back, right now I’m hoping my mind is as strong as your guys
 
@Las Veghost grower , you have made So much Progress,that I have watched in the last year! You got this . We need Every Drop, and every bit of our DOC till we get clean and sober.
i try very hard to keep my mind in a Day tight Compartment.
the only thing about yesterday that should or can happen ( if needed) is an apology!!
and tomorrow is a total roll of the dice. So wait to see how you wake up, say a few prayers for a good day, and acceptance of what is happening. And let’s roll
 
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