i somehow pissed a friend off with an off hand comment i made a few weeks ago. it wasn't directed at him, and i think he is reading too much into two sentences. he proceeded to bitch about the burden that i am putting on unglued while i run around doing what i want. i am quite sorry, but this was a joint decision between unglued and i. part of that decision meant unglued would assume all bills that i used to pay if i didn't ask for any other alimony. unglued can afford to do so, it is just that he doesn't have a lot of spare extra cash. i think that is fair, i contributed to plenty of the stuff i left behind in cali and i am not asking for half the cost of that shit. and i am the one that moved, leaving behind a job and (sorta) starting over (at least as far as work is concerned).
i realize my facebook updates and other posts make light of things. i purposefully contain most of my melodramatic shit to here or chatting with actual friends. i don't really give a flying fuck if it looks to everyone else like i am greatly enjoying myself. well, i guess that isn't true, i do care. but it pisses me off more than anything. especially cause this is a person i talk(ed) to rather frequently, he should know damned well that i say online is a bit of a front. tho vgoraz read our (friend and me) text convo and said i was overreacting. other people who saw the initial comment said he (friend) is overreacting.
gah, i don't like pissing people off when i don't understand why they were pissed off in the first place. this is a reason why i distance myself from my family. they are always looking for double meanings and reading into things when that have no hidden meaning. i am not really in the mood to have friends start doing it too. i have no patience to play games.
i still don't really know what is going on between between unglued and i. he is lonely, i get that living alone is weird. and i don't have that since i am living with vgoraz. but i don't think he really misses me as much as just having someone around. at least in the sense of living together. i do miss hanging out with him, but we tend to chat for 30-45 minutes a day. and text a lot through out the day. but i have no idea where we stand in terms of getting back together. and he doesn't either. and i really am sick of everyone asking about it all the time. i don't want to think about me and unglued 24/7.
blah, i think i just needed to rant. why can't people be as concerned with their lives as they are with mine?
i realize my facebook updates and other posts make light of things. i purposefully contain most of my melodramatic shit to here or chatting with actual friends. i don't really give a flying fuck if it looks to everyone else like i am greatly enjoying myself. well, i guess that isn't true, i do care. but it pisses me off more than anything. especially cause this is a person i talk(ed) to rather frequently, he should know damned well that i say online is a bit of a front. tho vgoraz read our (friend and me) text convo and said i was overreacting. other people who saw the initial comment said he (friend) is overreacting.
gah, i don't like pissing people off when i don't understand why they were pissed off in the first place. this is a reason why i distance myself from my family. they are always looking for double meanings and reading into things when that have no hidden meaning. i am not really in the mood to have friends start doing it too. i have no patience to play games.
i still don't really know what is going on between between unglued and i. he is lonely, i get that living alone is weird. and i don't have that since i am living with vgoraz. but i don't think he really misses me as much as just having someone around. at least in the sense of living together. i do miss hanging out with him, but we tend to chat for 30-45 minutes a day. and text a lot through out the day. but i have no idea where we stand in terms of getting back together. and he doesn't either. and i really am sick of everyone asking about it all the time. i don't want to think about me and unglued 24/7.
blah, i think i just needed to rant. why can't people be as concerned with their lives as they are with mine?