Well im not proud of this in the slightest but over the last year or so ive gone through a lot emotionally and have resorted to a load of ket basically. Ive had a summer off and didnt touch the stuff, but came home and got straight back on it. I can nail however much u give me really. Ive gone through a quarter (7 grams) in a day before and im scared that if i could actually afford it id get worse. Over the last week ive done in between 3/4 and 1 OZ which is probably about 25 full grams... Like some of the other people on this forum ive been feeling excruciating pains in stomach/bowel/urine tract, and have also been to the hospital a few times unable to talk in agony. Ive been given a product called Lanzoprozole which reduces the acid build up in your stomach. I notice the difference when you take it and it definitely reduces the pain in a shorter time... The next step for me was the antibiotics i was given for urine infection... THese also clear up the infection, for me though it was just the time in between where i felt i was in so much pain i couldnt stand it days on end... I didnt ever feel like ending my life, but i felt un-manned totally and reduced as a person to my lowest... My downfall is that i always seem to return to it, i see the bad-influence friends around me having the same problems, but i know i need to keep away as im no doubt damaging myself to an extent unknown to doctors as far as i know!...
Im just writing to advise people with a similar problem who may be scared to go get these prescriptions, drink lots of water, eat minimum amounts of plain food and let the water flush out the infection, dont take ket for a week or so at least and when you do/if you do please try keep to a minimum. Im scared i may stay on the stuff and of the long term effects. I dont want to go on a catheter, i dont want to become infertile. I know some people reading may think me stupid and wont understand, its hard to explain but i know others will understand the mental addiction. Im going to do my best to cut it out, wish me luck i wish you all luck! In the meantime, if anyone has any input that could be helpful to me over the next few days to ease my pain with urine tract apart from taking antibiotics which im already doing, please tell me!!!!!
Cheers :D