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It took about 4 months until I felt completely normal again... but each day was easier. 
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Stuck in Suboxone Hell, need a gameplan that works.
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Seriously on the Lope!!!! Its a wonder drug is used correctly and not abused trying yo get it to cross the BBB (i know it does, then is forces out alnost immediately)...I also realized the only reason I was getting RLS this past week at night was from drinking a SHIT TON of coffee, all day, everyday. Oh well, lesson learned!
Appreciate the concern Fineleaftobacco, how are you managing? How was your experience with the loperamide? You sure have a great self awareness, and at least you didnt go get more paid meds!
So today I am half way through DAY 12 with no Oxy/Sub....definitely feel much better without caffeine....honestly, I feel about 99% at this exact moment, didnt even get one single cold chill today....I think I can say the worst is behind me.
So what is all of this I hear about people getting extremely depressed? Is this absolutely going to happen? I dont feel it in the least. I kinda feel the opposite of depressed, as I am ECSTATIC about not being a slave to anything! (well, besides my smokes, lol)
Now my next challenge, my fiance needs to kick a 30-60mg/ day habbit. She got extremely nauseous from subs and just kept on with the blues when i switched to subs. Now she sees that I am off everything and she wants and needs to detox. I am notsure which route to advise her to take...CT is NOT an option....im guessing i may start a new thread specifically for her situation.
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Appreciate the concern Fineleaftobacco, how are you managing? How was your experience with the loperamide? You sure have a great self awareness, and at least you didnt go get more paid meds!
So today I am half way through DAY 12 with no Oxy/Sub....definitely feel much better without caffeine....honestly, I feel about 99% at this exact moment, didnt even get one single cold chill today....I think I can say the worst is behind me.
So what is all of this I hear about people getting extremely depressed? Is this absolutely going to happen? I dont feel it in the least. I kinda feel the opposite of depressed, as I am ECSTATIC about not being a slave to anything! (well, besides my smokes, lol)
Now my next challenge, my fiance needs to kick a 30-60mg/ day habbit. She got extremely nauseous from subs and just kept on with the blues when i switched to subs. Now she sees that I am off everything and she wants and needs to detox. I am notsure which route to advise her to take...CT is NOT an option....im guessing i may start a new thread specifically for her situation.
ShamrockClouds
Ha.. Congratulations SC !!! 
No it does not absolutely happen. If it presents itself at all from this push it usually makes itself known 2-3 days after the push. It is really common for people to experience a hypomanic phase during these 2-3 days, but really I don't think you will get this very bad if at all.
There is a chance of it coming up after you finish the lope taper. If you do it slow and steady and keep rocking the gym it may never come.
Here is a tool box you can use if it shows up. Again nice work SC%)
No it does not absolutely happen. If it presents itself at all from this push it usually makes itself known 2-3 days after the push. It is really common for people to experience a hypomanic phase during these 2-3 days, but really I don't think you will get this very bad if at all.
There is a chance of it coming up after you finish the lope taper. If you do it slow and steady and keep rocking the gym it may never come.
Here is a tool box you can use if it shows up. Again nice work SC%)
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still at it.....still getting the resltless body/legs at night....causes some tossing and turning but doesnt prevent sleep....just a slight delay falling asleep. Nothing compared to real RLS...lol....thank god!
Starting DAY 15 and still dont feel 100%, but wicked close. Cold chills are very sparse, still around but trivial, really.
I am only taking 4 lope in the am and 4 lope at night night....total of 16/day. Will be going 4 days and dropping by a half mg in morning and at night every 4-5 days until im at 0.
Will try and update soon, work time!
SC
Starting DAY 15 and still dont feel 100%, but wicked close. Cold chills are very sparse, still around but trivial, really.
I am only taking 4 lope in the am and 4 lope at night night....total of 16/day. Will be going 4 days and dropping by a half mg in morning and at night every 4-5 days until im at 0.
Will try and update soon, work time!
SC