Hi all - new to this site. 5'11", 175. Great diet, decently active, fast metabolism. No medications (aside from Nasonex). No extensive MDMA history but my few rolls have been successful. ... also, apologies for the impending TLDR.
Recently I bought some moonrock MDMA from a reputable source. Tested with Mecke and it turned straight to blue with lots of fizzing and wound up nearly black. From what I gathered that's a good sign.
I've now tried this batch twice and have had odd, frustrating reactions both times, while my partner, who has taken the same amount, has had an incredible experience each time.
The first time was at a concert where my S.O. and I each ingested approx 160mg. Pre-roll conditions were not as ideal as I'd wish - ate a big meal about an hour before ingestion; conditions in the venue were super hot and humid and I was sweating profusely. The come up took about 45 minutes - colors looked vivid, music sounded good, but all of a sudden things began to get almost too intense. The sweat continued to pour off of me, and I felt really overwhelmed and needed to sit down. About 10 minutes later, we walked to a cooler, less populated spot and I tried to get back to a positive headspace, but nothing was really working. I was pretty dazed, with muscle clenching and moderate bruxism. Meanwhile, my S.O. was really enjoying her come up and experiencing major euphoria. She tried to talk with me to settle me down, but not a whole lot worked. I was feeling none of the energy/positivity that she was - and this continued for another hour or two until I peaked and started to feel slightly more normal - but again, nowhere near her level of positivity.
The second time I sampled this batch was just a few days ago with my S.O. We each took approx. 70mg and tried to control conditions as much as possible - stayed at home, put some good music on the TV. Made another mistake with time getting away from us and eating a meal about an hour before ingestion again, but that didn't affect her all too much as she was feeling a mild sense of euphoria within about 45 minutes yet again. I, on the other hand, was getting none of it. In fact, aside from some minor bruxism and eye wiggles, my mood or energy level didn't peak from baseline whatsoever. We had a few deep conversations, which was nice, but aside from the increased empathy, the difference between the two of us was incredible. She was having a great, energy-packed roll and I was feeling almost lethargic. I took a small dip about an hour or 90 minutes into it but needless to say, very little changed.
So now, having dipped into this batch on two separate occasions, I'm completely stumped as to why my reaction has been nonexistent, especially in light of the fact that I've successfully rolled in the past, and my S.O. got off so hard on it twice.
My guesses:
- Possibly due to my metabolism digestion is affecting my come up?
- I've also self-diagnosed myself with light IBS - having done some googling, I've found a major connection between gut activity and Serotonin levels -- and both of these rolls took place immediately following flare-ups (possibly due to stress/anticipation?). Does it seem reasonable that my Serotonin levels are depleted due to their role in digestion and...the resulting activities?
Aside from that, though, I'm totally stumped. Any ideas how to enjoy my next experience?
Recently I bought some moonrock MDMA from a reputable source. Tested with Mecke and it turned straight to blue with lots of fizzing and wound up nearly black. From what I gathered that's a good sign.
I've now tried this batch twice and have had odd, frustrating reactions both times, while my partner, who has taken the same amount, has had an incredible experience each time.
The first time was at a concert where my S.O. and I each ingested approx 160mg. Pre-roll conditions were not as ideal as I'd wish - ate a big meal about an hour before ingestion; conditions in the venue were super hot and humid and I was sweating profusely. The come up took about 45 minutes - colors looked vivid, music sounded good, but all of a sudden things began to get almost too intense. The sweat continued to pour off of me, and I felt really overwhelmed and needed to sit down. About 10 minutes later, we walked to a cooler, less populated spot and I tried to get back to a positive headspace, but nothing was really working. I was pretty dazed, with muscle clenching and moderate bruxism. Meanwhile, my S.O. was really enjoying her come up and experiencing major euphoria. She tried to talk with me to settle me down, but not a whole lot worked. I was feeling none of the energy/positivity that she was - and this continued for another hour or two until I peaked and started to feel slightly more normal - but again, nowhere near her level of positivity.
The second time I sampled this batch was just a few days ago with my S.O. We each took approx. 70mg and tried to control conditions as much as possible - stayed at home, put some good music on the TV. Made another mistake with time getting away from us and eating a meal about an hour before ingestion again, but that didn't affect her all too much as she was feeling a mild sense of euphoria within about 45 minutes yet again. I, on the other hand, was getting none of it. In fact, aside from some minor bruxism and eye wiggles, my mood or energy level didn't peak from baseline whatsoever. We had a few deep conversations, which was nice, but aside from the increased empathy, the difference between the two of us was incredible. She was having a great, energy-packed roll and I was feeling almost lethargic. I took a small dip about an hour or 90 minutes into it but needless to say, very little changed.
So now, having dipped into this batch on two separate occasions, I'm completely stumped as to why my reaction has been nonexistent, especially in light of the fact that I've successfully rolled in the past, and my S.O. got off so hard on it twice.
My guesses:
- Possibly due to my metabolism digestion is affecting my come up?
- I've also self-diagnosed myself with light IBS - having done some googling, I've found a major connection between gut activity and Serotonin levels -- and both of these rolls took place immediately following flare-ups (possibly due to stress/anticipation?). Does it seem reasonable that my Serotonin levels are depleted due to their role in digestion and...the resulting activities?
Aside from that, though, I'm totally stumped. Any ideas how to enjoy my next experience?
