Miss_vanilla
Bluelighter
Easier said than done I know but, try not to google your symptoms, especially about leukaemia. Leukaemia symptoms can be fairly vague - I bruise fairly easily and often wonder if I have some ghastly disease but then I realise I'm clumsy and that's probably more likely the problem. I've also googled symptoms and test results in the past and gotten myself so worked up and anxious I lost all perspective and it made things so much worse. Take a break from the computer and make yourself a cup of tea and relax, take a few deep breaths and try to put things into perspective.
I read your previous post where your doctor indicated rheumatoid arthritis or lupus as a possibility - those are conditions treated by a rheumatologist, among other things. You also said your sister is being tested for lupus? It can run in families from what I've read but in saying that, it might not be that. Lupus and rheumatoid arthritis are treatable though, I've known a few women who've had these conditions, taken medication, had regular check-ups and pretty much gotten on with their lives aside from feeling unwell at times or having the occasional hospital stay.
I'm sure most people here have experienced dodgy medical tests and waiting for results. It's awful but unavoidable sometimes. Everyone is here for you to chat to if you need to.
Also, sometimes it's easier to write down any questions or concerns you have to take with you when you see your specialist, that way you won't forget to ask them anything.
I read your previous post where your doctor indicated rheumatoid arthritis or lupus as a possibility - those are conditions treated by a rheumatologist, among other things. You also said your sister is being tested for lupus? It can run in families from what I've read but in saying that, it might not be that. Lupus and rheumatoid arthritis are treatable though, I've known a few women who've had these conditions, taken medication, had regular check-ups and pretty much gotten on with their lives aside from feeling unwell at times or having the occasional hospital stay.
I'm sure most people here have experienced dodgy medical tests and waiting for results. It's awful but unavoidable sometimes. Everyone is here for you to chat to if you need to.
Also, sometimes it's easier to write down any questions or concerns you have to take with you when you see your specialist, that way you won't forget to ask them anything.