Aja909
Bluelighter
-=-stories of the spoon-=-
you look at your arms and
look right past the disgusting nature of it all
the intravenous drug use
heroin as the starring character
you poke yourself in an effort to make the pain go away
and you know that it's a mere illusion
a bad one at that
one that can keep you very sick if practiced daily
your missions to the heart of the ghetto
the FD and KFC meeting spots
anything to get it right?
and when you do, accelerate your car to its maximum RPM's
arrive to see yourself juggling a spoon, a lighter
yes a syringe and cup of water
your fingers are twirling a cottonball
you hate the smell of the brown soup that's bubbling in front of you
you hold the ready-to-shoot syringe with your hands because
the liquid inside is still hot
now you are frantically looking for that belt of yours
finding a vein has become like playing darts to you
you can almost do it without looking you're *in* and watch as blood shoots back into your rig
now your finger is on the plunger pushing
you withdraw and untighten
count from 5 backwards
on 2 the brick wall hits you
and on 1 you stop caring
[ 31 January 2002: Message edited by: Aja909 ]
[ 31 January 2002: Message edited by: Aja909 ]
you look at your arms and
look right past the disgusting nature of it all
the intravenous drug use
heroin as the starring character
you poke yourself in an effort to make the pain go away
and you know that it's a mere illusion
a bad one at that
one that can keep you very sick if practiced daily
your missions to the heart of the ghetto
the FD and KFC meeting spots
anything to get it right?
and when you do, accelerate your car to its maximum RPM's
arrive to see yourself juggling a spoon, a lighter
yes a syringe and cup of water
your fingers are twirling a cottonball
you hate the smell of the brown soup that's bubbling in front of you
you hold the ready-to-shoot syringe with your hands because
the liquid inside is still hot
now you are frantically looking for that belt of yours
finding a vein has become like playing darts to you
you can almost do it without looking you're *in* and watch as blood shoots back into your rig
now your finger is on the plunger pushing
you withdraw and untighten
count from 5 backwards
on 2 the brick wall hits you
and on 1 you stop caring
[ 31 January 2002: Message edited by: Aja909 ]
[ 31 January 2002: Message edited by: Aja909 ]
