phatass
Bluelighter
Apart from a three day holiday in the UK with some close friends when i did coke ket LSD and xtc I have taken coke a few times, xtc twice and LSD once in the past year and 6 months, and been stable on my medication. I had changed my phone number and FB for certain reasons, and one of these reasons shows up at my doorstep, we used to do IV opiates together a couple or a few years earlier. I invite him in, we chat for a while, he offers me a hit of GHB, having never tried GHB, only GBL i accept as a one time thing, before leaving there is the end of a 1.5L bottle which he offers to me (he has loads at home), i stupidly accept the offer. A few days of regular to constant use later i'm craving it and get a load more, about ten days go by and i "must" get more as i have nearly none left and at the same time think i could get some RC's mostly stims for whatever loopy reasoning i have going on in my head at the time (it's like i'm a newbie to benzos and just mixed some xanax with booze).
Now I have a paid professional orientation "stage" as they call it here where that i was hoping to start in a few weeks, i CAN start it any time but i've been waiting 7 months for this what with paperwork and meetings prior to starting, i will get paid for this "stage", before moving onto a formation and hopefully then finding a job that is adapted to my qualities and defaults. However stupid me, who is now 36 hours off the GHB having flushed the last of it down the toilet, has a few days prior recieved various rc's in larger or smaller quantities 25x nbome, 4-FA and 3-meo-PCP... what do i do now? can i control myself with these, considering i do have a very different approach to these than GHB i.e. take on a friday night out clubbing, maybe share with some friends (friends who don't have addictive personnalities like i do, and will do XTC or LSD or coke a few times a year, allthough some of my friends abuse the coke a bit) which might be slightly hypocritical of me considering what happened to me?
As for the GHB withdrawal, having taken approximately a bit over a liter over about 3 weeks, and crashing from relatively short a 4-FA binge, i'm not feeling great, but hey, what goes around comes around, i am RX'ed benzos and bupe and have aspirin, i don't think i'm in for long painful W/D, but any advice on the WD is also welcome.
Thanks for reading
All advice is very welcome
Now I have a paid professional orientation "stage" as they call it here where that i was hoping to start in a few weeks, i CAN start it any time but i've been waiting 7 months for this what with paperwork and meetings prior to starting, i will get paid for this "stage", before moving onto a formation and hopefully then finding a job that is adapted to my qualities and defaults. However stupid me, who is now 36 hours off the GHB having flushed the last of it down the toilet, has a few days prior recieved various rc's in larger or smaller quantities 25x nbome, 4-FA and 3-meo-PCP... what do i do now? can i control myself with these, considering i do have a very different approach to these than GHB i.e. take on a friday night out clubbing, maybe share with some friends (friends who don't have addictive personnalities like i do, and will do XTC or LSD or coke a few times a year, allthough some of my friends abuse the coke a bit) which might be slightly hypocritical of me considering what happened to me?
As for the GHB withdrawal, having taken approximately a bit over a liter over about 3 weeks, and crashing from relatively short a 4-FA binge, i'm not feeling great, but hey, what goes around comes around, i am RX'ed benzos and bupe and have aspirin, i don't think i'm in for long painful W/D, but any advice on the WD is also welcome.
Thanks for reading
All advice is very welcome
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