BlazeyUK
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Been on and off codeine n tramadol for 2-3 years, was clean an entire year but since 2016 (January 3rd) i was chewing 2x 200mg SR tramadol throughout the day every day, along with 270mg codeine every other day.
I also drink twice a month, anywhere from 10 (very rare i have 10, usually 24 minimum) to 40 cans of lager in one go.
A week ago i stopped the tramadol n codeine for 37 hours n woke up constantly sweating, freezing cold etc, i have been clean of tramadol since, but now i'm CWEing codeine daily instead of every other day.
Day1: 270mg
Day2: 300mg
Day3: 330mg
Day4: 330mg
Day5: 360mg
Day6: 375mg
Day7: 420mg
It's hardly touching me now n the dose is getting dangerous, i'm cweing 13 - 30/500's not fully clear but not cloudy either, a little bit.
I then ate one 30/500 on top of the 13 cwe'd today, my high lasts 45-70 mins n it's pretty bad so i want to come off them.
Should i just stop or taper?
They will offer bupe if i get help i've already nearly bought liquid Oxy n Oramorph before :/ not sure a stronger opiate is a good idea in these hands of mine..
But i just want to reduce the withdrawals if i do this cause the tramadol was horrible... can't do that again i'm already really anxious n nobody helps me with that, i started doing this cause of anxiety docs wouldn't give me anything but SSRI's and Mirt (horrible dreams on mirt) both of which i found did absolutely nothing so i had nothing else that would help cept codeine/tramadol which i could buy easily.
Thanks for any tips in advance.
I want to do this but i can't stand anxiety... if i quit i will just order benzos off the internet :/ i can't live with this anxiety it's been over 4 years of it.. cannabis helps but i run out a lot -_-
I've been this way for around 4 years now, just give up -_-
Just feel hopeless, lifes been steadily going downhill, i've been on alcohol since i was 11 too (i'm 25 in 2 months) things happened in my life n yeah i just gave up, stopped caring :/ i really want my life back it's very depressing, i don't leave my house either, don't get along with people, basically hardly any friends, no girlfriend any more been gone for years now, just feel like i've hit rock bottom n there's nothing i can do, too much of a pussy to pull the plug so i'm just stuck in this addiction of alcohol n opiates :/ i need any help i can get, thanks.
I also drink twice a month, anywhere from 10 (very rare i have 10, usually 24 minimum) to 40 cans of lager in one go.
A week ago i stopped the tramadol n codeine for 37 hours n woke up constantly sweating, freezing cold etc, i have been clean of tramadol since, but now i'm CWEing codeine daily instead of every other day.
Day1: 270mg
Day2: 300mg
Day3: 330mg
Day4: 330mg
Day5: 360mg
Day6: 375mg
Day7: 420mg
It's hardly touching me now n the dose is getting dangerous, i'm cweing 13 - 30/500's not fully clear but not cloudy either, a little bit.
I then ate one 30/500 on top of the 13 cwe'd today, my high lasts 45-70 mins n it's pretty bad so i want to come off them.
Should i just stop or taper?
They will offer bupe if i get help i've already nearly bought liquid Oxy n Oramorph before :/ not sure a stronger opiate is a good idea in these hands of mine..
But i just want to reduce the withdrawals if i do this cause the tramadol was horrible... can't do that again i'm already really anxious n nobody helps me with that, i started doing this cause of anxiety docs wouldn't give me anything but SSRI's and Mirt (horrible dreams on mirt) both of which i found did absolutely nothing so i had nothing else that would help cept codeine/tramadol which i could buy easily.
Thanks for any tips in advance.
I want to do this but i can't stand anxiety... if i quit i will just order benzos off the internet :/ i can't live with this anxiety it's been over 4 years of it.. cannabis helps but i run out a lot -_-
I've been this way for around 4 years now, just give up -_-
Just feel hopeless, lifes been steadily going downhill, i've been on alcohol since i was 11 too (i'm 25 in 2 months) things happened in my life n yeah i just gave up, stopped caring :/ i really want my life back it's very depressing, i don't leave my house either, don't get along with people, basically hardly any friends, no girlfriend any more been gone for years now, just feel like i've hit rock bottom n there's nothing i can do, too much of a pussy to pull the plug so i'm just stuck in this addiction of alcohol n opiates :/ i need any help i can get, thanks.
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