Stimulent addiction (Ethylphenadate)

[Tony Williams]

Since March I've been hooving this stuff and IVing it (on and off the IVing). I have a mild-mod needle fixation like now I don't intend too. As for my Heroin biz, it's been dry here so lucky I'm on my way to 2 weeks from it which is great for me, YES I am on Subutex. Theres no H cravings they do tend to ccome when I'm stimmed to hell which I try and avoid getting too much now. As for diazapam I wanna keep it to 20mg. Mood is meeh but still once I make 14days I better buy summit mad then summit everyweek to replace it.

Back to ETH, I will be addicted much longer most likely, I wake lie in bed then get up a bit and it just attacks me I start with just a little line then more....... then more - I've managed to max my awake time to 24-36hr.

I lie to myself I say "oh yeah I need summit to help me clean this dam room" then just bash here on teh net. 3-4 days ago I got amphetamine paste 14g and snorted it over 2-3 days (weak as I know but 14g of anything up the nose aint cool) after waking for a bit I end up collecting good old eth.


What's killing me is the damage it does to the nose since march I've done 25g roughly and before that I had 6g of concerta. Right now I wanna work on taking it less harmful ways then stop.

I use too nooptropics as I cannot focus for chocolate. 2.5g of oxiracetam or anirace then 2.5g choline and some energy drinks. I say to myself Ethylphen and amphet aren't stimulents, it's sleep and food that are, thinking of maybe pressing caps or a liquid of eth or something or is it summit people plug? Without it I do nothing, don't get up, meeh I was thinking of preloading all my "hits" and dosing at cerain 4hr marks, etc using a special CapturedDisapline safe.

Done alot better without using heroin n all but yesterday I would of and would of a few more times just that they're out and tbh I hope it stays that way. I tried SJW but have some zoloft or citromapram as usually stimulent addiction theres little medical treatent......... just anti-dps and assume depressed.

Probs first one of many to be hooked on ETH - I've a supply of mdma and 4mmc and 4mec but it's not that I want it's ETH.

 

[done juan]

considering your ammunition, im surprised you keep coming back to eph. if you really wanna stop then you should flush what you have but then that would be a bit of a waste

 

[Pagey]

Well I've never been addicted to stimulants but I'm guessing it's not that different from downers; I'm not quite sure what you're asking but I have to say, if you're 14 days clean from heroin (CONGRATS!) I see no reason why you can't manage to get off stimulants as well, even if those were part of what is helping you stay off H. Try to busy/distract yourself with things other than new drugs - you don't want to trade an addiction for another. I'm sure you can do it

 

[Tony Williams]

blah I fucked it and had a two dayer on Heroin retrospectively it began great, the rush, the feeling of it coming on strong - due to my tolerence dropping. I missed today at the pharm (getting up late) but I'll jump back on tomorrow. It was daily then I started spacing my uses like each 3 day then 5 day so from tomorrow I hope that is it till another near two week.

@ done - yeah my mates don't get that either, it's not really a high/rush maybe or else I'd use my old stash of 4mmc or summit maybe it's just with ETH I get more done. Same why I feel hooked with amphet and ritalin.

I tried stashing them far away and I ended getting more in the end - stimulents are an odd one as they is alot less to help with cravings, medically or non. I think one option I use Nooops which help me (oxyracetam, aniracetam, choline). I was thinking maybe try out another stimulent that is weaker or summit or force oral use.

Modnafil, prog****summmit and Epdhrine, caffiene too helps

motivation I believe is the reason I tan eth

 

[missimoo]

having had a past cocaine addiction and beaten it, and now tried Ethylphenadate i can say it as, if not more addictive then coke, and much worse on your nose, will rot it away, im pretty sure people who regularly hoover it up will be loosing their septum's. im pretty sure its more toxic, im not a chemist, but the feeling after much worse then cocaine, ive suffered bad liver pain and agony in my legs and arms from hyptertension. im pretty sure there will be a lot of people getting addicted to this one.

tony. keep strong, keep fighting it. one day at a time mate x

 

[Tony Williams]

I will add, I am still addicted to daily use of this substance. However I will say I've stopped staying up 2days and down 1, insted I try to force myself to bed at the right time, that's helped alot. Still snorting that crap and binged the other week with heroin and ived heavy, back off heroin for 2-3 days gunna try and make it some weeks...

Right now I'm off heroin and boy does it suck, this time my choice more-so even though I've money here and could easy get (mind you I am on subutex still).

been doing 2.5g of Oxyracetam and aniracetam daily gunna stickk to them too they help.