Wrong, you got 50 miles further and a return trip home in a ditch of accomplishment.
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Stimulant hyperfocus. Acheive any goal! what are yours?
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Wrong, you got 50 miles further and a return trip home in a ditch of accomplishment.
If it gets to the point where the law has a collection of my internet posts then I am 100% certain that they will have found enough elsewhere to have me royally fucked whether I used SWIM or not.....
So I don't see the point in confusing myself and constantly worrying about it. Then again if I were on stimulants then I would be paranoid enough to do that I imagine.....
So I don't see the point in confusing myself and constantly worrying about it. Then again if I were on stimulants then I would be paranoid enough to do that I imagine.....
K'd-OUT-in-AZ
Bluelighter
I'm pretty sure the law knows who your talking about yourself. They aren't stupid. A DEA agent doesn't care about some junkie talking about you getting high, that alone is not enough to incriminate you. Its when you start talking about selling drugs or providing sources when they get interested.
Fuck, its not about being obvious, of course they are not stupid. It's about technicalities, what can be put on paper.
One does this because some people do post things that could incriminate or be that one little extra charge that adds up. Some people walk a fine line as it is in their private lives. And makes it second nature on and offline.
One does this because some people do post things that could incriminate or be that one little extra charge that adds up. Some people walk a fine line as it is in their private lives. And makes it second nature on and offline.
K'd-OUT-in-AZ
Bluelighter
Not a single person on here has gotten busted and there are hundreds of us. But whatever.
K'd-OUT-in-AZ
Bluelighter
But I like tinkerbell, I wish I had wings and real small to hide in small places from the cops.
Jabberwocky
Frumious Bandersnatch
people who use swim are still obviously talking about themselves...if they said "swim has 5 k's of fishscale cocaine under his bed" i think the feds could easily find him.
K'd-OUT-in-AZ
Bluelighter
May be better if you type your full birth name.
Jabberwocky
Frumious Bandersnatch
lol either way i'm sure the feds can easily get access to our IP's, names, addresses, and come bust down our door if they wanted to
K'd-OUT-in-AZ
Bluelighter
Why not use something shorter than Disney character, why not just say person or something. Just not SWIM. Irritates the hell out of Bluelighters.
Notice the word swim is not used in any of my posts, and I really don't care as I am not here to dazzle this forum with the articulation of my posts...
Which seems to have went way of topic on a completely retarded subject. I'm leaving this alone and going to bed before Stimulant psychosis kicks in.
K'd, you should do the same.
Which seems to have went way of topic on a completely retarded subject. I'm leaving this alone and going to bed before Stimulant psychosis kicks in.
K'd, you should do the same.
Jabberwocky
Frumious Bandersnatch
sometimes i get psychosis from not even being up a long time...just high amounts of stims n i'll see stuff out the corner of my eye, or i might hear something
... As you post from cell block C ... just kidding but everyone here has clean background checks?
anjalimaya
Greenlighter
I wish I had a stimulant when I studied for the GED I would have figured it all out! Now I have and I have low scores on record with magna cum laude grades and what I did to get into schools was write a letter telling them that I am not good at standardized testing but am good with writing and concepts. They don't really care as long as you have a history of being a good student.
Going to college supported my heroin/cocaine addiction, got me a two bedroom apartment and a car. That is all you need. Food you can get for free being a broke student. I keep preaching to people to milk the education system because it is a win/win. Federal money that is huge especially after 25 and perhaps a job in a good field. You just have to be willing to deal with algebra and writing about Homer like you care. But I graduated high as a kite on heroin and would take cocaine and figure out all my readings and classes. I enjoy the effects drugs have on your brain, it is why they are offered by the Earth. To take every once and awhile when you NEED them to help you. Ancient Indians took soma which was a natural amphetamine and then went back and wrote about gods and myths and creative things that spoke to their culture that otherwise wouldn't exist without those experiences. Sometimes a person needs to whip themselves to get to that place because drugs don't interest them. Either way, the brain is a complicated thing and this environment in which we are able to live produces weed, opium, cocaine, DMT. In its pure form too much will kill you, too little you won't feel its true effects. Use it right and respect it: You are writing to people you don't know about your true thoughts about the things that bug you everyday and you don't care and hell, your brain does what it needs to do when you are on drugs. I used to be an opiate user. My chemistry responded AWESOME to the opiates. I opened up. I talked. I worked. And then I got strung out and relied on them TOO much cause I thought I could control it if I wanted too. But I was taught otherwise. And now I don't respond to opiates that way. I get really solitary and numb and want to eat whatever. I feel like I am PMS-ing.
When I got off heroin with meth I realized I liked stimulants because I could do a shot of meth and then stay away for 12 hours, unlike heroin where I needed it all the damn time and would lose jobs cause I was too busy copping a fix to get well. I excelled at the mundane job I had to do. I started writing again and stopped watching t.v. I started fixing my life somehow. Meth has ruined a lot of lives but it helped me. When I started being around people that didn't want to work but ALSO have a huge habit, then I realized it was time to move on. But I still love the stimulants. My brain chemistry responds so differently to them now. 9 years ago I would do cocaine all night and feel like a junkie in the morning judging myself and hanging around people I didn't know just for the coke. Now, I find my own trusted coke source, do it alone, and get work done and catch up with the world. I shoot coke because I enjoy the rush and because you can filter most of the bad shit and know what you are putting in there and because you don't have the Colombian cold that busts you.
People judge cause Im an IV drug user but they always want to watch. I figured out culture while on stimulants. LOL. My boyfriend figured out the music industry. THAT is how much stimulants help.
"Sleep deprivation can make you a million did you just hear something crazy. I got my fingers crossed you will catch something baby cause I just threw myself at you..."
Here is to drugs building a hyper focused community...
