still * stuck * inside

[goodnitestar]

i dont think i understand
i dont think i really see
im so stuborn
so sure, so arogant
of me
im walking, treading through
pushing boulders
kicking doors
breaking bottles
shattering reality , beating its hores
to a bloody pulp
just to deny
deny
what i know is here
blinking twice , three times
trying not tot stare
yet it is so still
and so silent
trying to play dead
and it is no good at hiding
caught still inside
stuck in my head