Hey there! Yeah, I'm what one might call a 'garbage disposal' too, but I would go in and out of phases where my top 3 DOCs would alternate and change. Only thing I could willingly pass up if being freely offered is weed. That is one thing that I just don't like. I mean I really, really hate being high, with the exception of maybe a couple of hits during an MDMA comedown or during an afterglow from shrooms. Never had a full-blown opiate addiction myself, although I've done opiates and opioids.
But don't get too caught up on superficial differences. There are many different forms of addictions beyond just drugs that are all painful and cause further unnecessary suffering. You ultimately are the one who gets to decide for yourself whether or not it's in your best interest to abstain from drugs and alcohol. It's not an easy decision at first, but before I say anything else, how do you feel about your current drug use and the effects it has on your overall life?