Newbie011205
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Hi, I am new to bluelight but I came here looking to ask some questions. I want to hear from someone their experiences about getting sober. I am 28 years old. Currently I am addicted to Oxycodone. I have been with my boyfriend for 3 years and he knows about my history with drugs. But I quit last year, because he said he would leave. This past summer I started using again. I have been using behind his back since June. The worst part is he has no idea because I have been hiding really well. I just found out that I am pregnant, I am so scared and my addiction has only gotten worse over the last few months. I don't know what to do because now I have a baby to think about. I am living a double life, I go to school and I am a mom but I pop pills everyday. I am so scared, how can I get sober? I am so sad and I hate myself for doing this. I just want to get sober and stay sober. I need help, but I know if he finds out I have been lying again about drugs he will leave me. I love this man so much and I really wish I never decided to use again in the first place. I don't want to harm my baby, I want to know if it's possible to withdrawl and not lose the baby? Does anyone else live a double life full of secrets? I have no where to turn and I really need someone to just talk to and get some advice. What should I do?
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