steroids:- did they 'sort you out'

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Did using steroids sort your life out i.e in the fact they gave you more confidence to go and do things that you would normally struggle with... i.e approach girls, be able to go to college/work with less anxiety etc

Did doing steroids help your depression/ cure it?

I want to hear your success stories as I am thinking of going on them in order to make me feel stronger and more of a man instead of feeling like a pussy even though i lift weights flat out.

I just want that anabolic edge will make me look and feel like a wild animal, i just feel that somewhere in the root of my depression is the fact I am 5ft4 (very short) and have a very petite/ feminine bone structure which i believe is down to low test levels thus making me feel insignificant and like a worthless piece of shit.

OMG why havent i gone on steroids before: well for the fact they can increase your heart, make you go bald and could seriously fuck my head up even more.

I'd appreciate your views and comments and for people saying eat more food, I used to eat 5,000+ calories a day and still didnt gain alot of muscle I was muscly but fat aswell which didnt exactly make me feel like a stud.

I went to the docs and he said i had low testosterone after a blood test, then the 2nd time said it was in the normal range so i couldnt get prescribed anabolic steroids.
 
Steroids will not increase your confidence levels. They will however increase emotional variability, which in your case could prove problematic.

When I accidentally injected testosterone (it was supposed to be ketamine, instead it was a test blend) I started getting nervous and emotional (around 3 days after the injection).

Supposedly dianabol makes you feel pretty good, though again, this is not a reason to use steroids....

I sympathize with being short. Although im not 5'4", i am barely 5'9", which is not especially short but still shorter than average (the average in the US is like 5'10.5"). Unfortunately there is nothing you can do about this.

I've learned to not care about height much though, i tend to feel taller than people who are taller than I am. Plus im abit buffer than the average guy....
 
Yes, it was a 10ml vial of some testosterone blend (sort of like sustanon but one of the esters was different), with a ketamine label on top of the original testosterone label (i peeled of the ketamine label and saw the original testosterone label). I am not sure who put the ketamine label over the test label (the vet pharmacy or the shady mexican factory, it could have been an honest mistake). Obviously, I bought it in mexico.

Of course I didn't know at first (i thought it was just bunk), but at day 3 i knew something was up for sure. I was worried because the site where I injected hurt like a bitch for days, which doesnt happen with ketamine. The dose was 500mg, 2cc's in the butt...
 
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a guy in work says that if i take sustanon 2ml injection once a week for 5 weeks i'll gain muscle rapidly and says that most of the bad stuff people say about roids is just bullshit.

TBH the guy looks and knows what he's talking about HE SAYS a 5week course is £55 is this right/ cheap?

I just feel like I must have naturally low test levels because even when I increased my food intake I wasnt getting past 10stone 6 which is pretty heavy for my height. However my goal is to be at least 13stone of pure muscle.

I just want to look and feel like a killing machine that will tear anyone up to pieces.

I just feel like theres too much pressure in society to be 'hard man' and I see so many young people my age who are massive and use steroids.

Yet dont suddenly lose all there muscle and hair n get bitch tits etc it just seems to me all this steroid bad press is bullshit.
 
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Price is alright but the advice is pretty bad. You'd want a longer cycle length than 5 weeks. Straight test esters would be preferabe to sustanon and for sust would be more beneficial injected more frequently than once a week. Plus you'd need pct drugs, etc.

But your main problem is an inability to gain weight- it'd be more beneficial to post your diet and let us have a look at that. Once you've gained a bit of weight you go on a cut and get rid of some of the fat you have gained. Or you can go on a super clean bulk. Getting big doesn't happen overnight it takes quite a few of these cycles.

And fiddling with your hormone levels whilst already depressed is a bad idea. I think wanting to feel like a killing machine would not be a good thing in such an emotional state.
 
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why wouldnt sustanton be a good option?
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Becuase as a first time user you probably don't want the frequent injections that are required with Sustanon. You'd idealy need to inject every 2nd or 3rd day.

Sustanon is a blend of Testosterone esters (30mg prop, 60mg phenylprop, 60mg isocaproate, and 100mg decanoate) which was intended for TRT, the idea being that one shot at the doctors every few weeks would produce stable testosterone levels for that period (as the different esters create their peaks of testosterone serum levels at different times after the injection) but this means after a few days the shorter acting esters are effectively gone.

Your aim is to build up a high and steady testosterone serum level. This is easier for you to achive with weekly injections of a longer acting testosterone like enanthate or cypionate. if you frontload (double dose in the first week or two) you can get your serum levels high and stable within a few weeks.

Actually the wiki for this explains it pretty well: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sustanon

But Bighooter,I think your putting the cart before the horse. You have to get your training and diet down first, without those factors sorted out you're going to be very dissapointed with what steroids do.

On a side note I still think you'd get much more of a psychological boost from doing some semi serious boxing/thai boxing training. You'd get into great shape, lean out, but most importantly, build confidence in yourself. And you won't need to punch yourself in the face anymore;)

You could make freinds with some hard bastards from your club, then you wouldn't need to "look and feel like a killing machine that will tear anyone up to pieces" cos you'd have your boys to back you up :D.
 
I knew a guy in high school. Quite popular, nice, friendly, happy guy. He was very athletic and into triathalons.

Anyway he started using steroids when school ended and the last I heard he was a depressed suicidal wreck and was taking anti-depressants. It might be completely unrelated to the steroids but its just food for thought.
 
i have joined a boxing club before but i never really made friends with anyone, i just couldnt have a laugh or see the funny side in anything.

because of this the coaches never really bothered with me and in the end i just had no motivation to go.

I didnt have no confidence because even though I was very fast my weight dropped down to below 9stone and I just didnt have any power in my punches,

So I never believed in myself and just cant understand why I constantly feel like a pussy.

I must just have very low testosterone levels as I look about 14 (height and frame wise), yet im 22.

I honestly think the only way i will love myself is if I look in the mirror and see a beast staring back.

Its sad I know, but I feel suicidal almost daily and have such selth loathing and hate for myself it makes me feel sick typing about it.

Im just sick of looking like a junkie, i look pathetic. self help books dont work, theres no way i have the power in my mind 2 change my ways of thinking.

steroids probably arent the answer but every medication ive tried doesnt work and I dont think anything will work, even xtc and coke make me feel like shit.

So its roids and then possibly if i still feel like shit i will leave this world knowing ive gave it my best shot.
 
^Pics are essential. YOu not gonna post any? Don't you wanna see your 'before and after' sustanon?


lol @ furious george and anyone else who takes this troll seriously. Every 6 months or so, he'll start a ridiculous thread on how he wants to start a cycle to; let me see if I can remember how he worded the first one..."GO CRAZY ON SOMEBODY'S FACE???" Hahahaha
this kid ain't serious and he needs to be in a straight jacket, not around any kind of weights.
 
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He needs to not live up to other peoples or societies expectations and do things for himself!.

Don't get so caught up in your appearance, you need to accept yourself man and you'll be alot happier.
 
being little is not a problem. when your little on steroids, i might suspect you could become a little shit. do you see the point im trying to make?
 
bighooter said:
I didnt have no confidence because even though I was very fast my weight dropped down to below 9stone and I just didnt have any power in my punches,

So I never believed in myself and just cant understand why I constantly feel like a pussy.

I must just have very low testosterone levels as I look about 14 (height and frame wise), yet im 22.

I honestly think the only way i will love myself is if I look in the mirror and see a beast staring back.

Its sad I know, but I feel suicidal almost daily and have such selth loathing and hate for myself it makes me feel sick typing about it.
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It's a bit offtopic but anyways.

I can definitively relate to this. I'm 23 and look like 15 years old. Got some health problems when I was 17 and was a depressed fucker for the next 4-5 years. Immense self loathing and no self confidence. Took me a long time to recover but i'm back no doubt. Seriously you need to build up confidence and accept who you are and perhaps then you will see the beast in the mirror. Doesn't work the other way around. I have been training like a motherfucker at a MT gym for the past two years and it has definitively helped. The fact that I have sparred with the best and got absolutely destroyed puts a smile on my face. I'm still very skinny(170cm @ 59kg) with a feminine body structure but it's just the way i like it. Lean and mean, fuck muscle! :D The dudes here could probably rip a few reps of biceps curls with me hah.

BTW why would you want power at your skill level for boxing? Did you even train for a year? The point is that at amateur level of ring sports the significance of power is almost nonexistent. Being a fast fucker is a very good start. Don't they say that speed kills?
 
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your missing my point i just want to know whether steroids helped your life for the better
 
^ it has improved my confidence, so in that respect, yes.
Hooter, you often come here asking for advice, which is fine (that's what we're here for)... but it kind of rubs people the wrong way when you say "some guy says I should do this and he looks like he knows what he's talking about"... we all know a lot more than this guy, and have given you advice many, many times before. The problem is you are too flakey (I mean that in the nicest way)... one week you want to be massive, the next you want to be skinny and running, etc etc. If you make a decision we can all help, but until I dare see people are hesitant to waste their time b/c it's likely you'll change your mind.
My advice; go for it. I think you'll get a lot more out of lifting weights than pondering why you feel down all the time. The exercise will do you good and from there things will get better, I promise.
IIf you decide to go ahead with it I'm happy to help you with a cycle/diet and everything else, but only if you go thru with it!
 
bighooter said:
Did using steroids sort your life out i.e in the fact they gave you more confidence to go and do things that you would normally struggle with... i.e approach girls, be able to go to college/work with less anxiety etc

Did doing steroids help your depression/ cure it?

I want to hear your success stories as I am thinking of going on them in order to make me feel stronger and more of a man instead of feeling like a pussy even though i lift weights flat out.

I just want that anabolic edge will make me look and feel like a wild animal, i just feel that somewhere in the root of my depression is the fact I am 5ft4 (very short) and have a very petite/ feminine bone structure which i believe is down to low test levels thus making me feel insignificant and like a worthless piece of shit.

OMG why havent i gone on steroids before: well for the fact they can increase your heart, make you go bald and could seriously fuck my head up even more.

I'd appreciate your views and comments and for people saying eat more food, I used to eat 5,000+ calories a day and still didnt gain alot of muscle I was muscly but fat aswell which didnt exactly make me feel like a stud.

I went to the docs and he said i had low testosterone after a blood test, then the 2nd time said it was in the normal range so i couldnt get prescribed anabolic steroids.
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I put on a stone from my course and sported my self confidence out :)
 
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