Hi all
well I started this post on end of wrong/old thread so here I go again. . I tried last year maybe year before ? as people might have read to try and get of Oxys but the fact I'm back shows I failed. Anyway I'm back.. brief run down on me. I'm middle aged woman hold down good job . Into year old new relationship. I have two kids and both in uni and just finished uni. So kids doing good . Was with my kids dad for 23 yrs from young girl. so that was reason I failed well maybe I used that as reason I failed. ?? I also can't get help of doc due to my job and fact the practice manger of my docs is my friend and nobody until today knew about my problem I finally told my new partner today. But that's another story.
my oxy habit started with broken back due to fall and soon I was way over script and buying them from someone an hour away and along with script and them I brought my oxy habit was up to 120mg like three times a day. This is massive amount so don't advise anyone to take this much but I had built up to this amount over yrs. my doc was like we got to drop u down so slowly he did instead he gave me lyrica again. Which I had helped me massively last time I tried to stop and fact I looked at my life and money I wasting and thought wtf?? I so need to get of these. But as I know it easier said than done.
But I'm now on day 6 due to lyrica I bless this med as I tried without and gave up after two days. I don't have any wd symptoms. But boy do I know when the lyrica due again. I'm trying to take as little as I need as I know tolerance builds fast. I have huge supply of these as got them on script for yrs but didn't take them as had Oxys .. I'm on about 300mg twice a day. Which I'll add is amount my gp says to take at first then build up to three times a day.
So my mind tells me this time I will do it. I have to do it. As ppl take one look at me and I look like policewoman ppl say so can't buy them of streets which is maybe good thing. I've got to do this ...
well I started this post on end of wrong/old thread so here I go again. . I tried last year maybe year before ? as people might have read to try and get of Oxys but the fact I'm back shows I failed. Anyway I'm back.. brief run down on me. I'm middle aged woman hold down good job . Into year old new relationship. I have two kids and both in uni and just finished uni. So kids doing good . Was with my kids dad for 23 yrs from young girl. so that was reason I failed well maybe I used that as reason I failed. ?? I also can't get help of doc due to my job and fact the practice manger of my docs is my friend and nobody until today knew about my problem I finally told my new partner today. But that's another story.
my oxy habit started with broken back due to fall and soon I was way over script and buying them from someone an hour away and along with script and them I brought my oxy habit was up to 120mg like three times a day. This is massive amount so don't advise anyone to take this much but I had built up to this amount over yrs. my doc was like we got to drop u down so slowly he did instead he gave me lyrica again. Which I had helped me massively last time I tried to stop and fact I looked at my life and money I wasting and thought wtf?? I so need to get of these. But as I know it easier said than done.
But I'm now on day 6 due to lyrica I bless this med as I tried without and gave up after two days. I don't have any wd symptoms. But boy do I know when the lyrica due again. I'm trying to take as little as I need as I know tolerance builds fast. I have huge supply of these as got them on script for yrs but didn't take them as had Oxys .. I'm on about 300mg twice a day. Which I'll add is amount my gp says to take at first then build up to three times a day.
So my mind tells me this time I will do it. I have to do it. As ppl take one look at me and I look like policewoman ppl say so can't buy them of streets which is maybe good thing. I've got to do this ...
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