startin' over :D

well today i slept basically all day after being fucked up yesterday .. i'm getting w/d's today but definitely nowhere near as strong as the first go!
slight nausea, vomited a bit..
bit of a migraine but thats about it.
sore crampy muscles too, nothing unbearable.
the worst thing is the cravings but i can hold them off, i need to if im gonna get anywhere.
i just chilled today, got a surprise visit from a friend which was nice. stayed for a coffee and a smoke but then he had to go somewhere else.
tonight im visiting a few mates..i told them not to smoke around me, but they're good mates i've known for ages so i'm 99.9% sure they won't.
i'm feeling better after the let-down yesterday, if anything its made me want to touch it even less. i was pretty sure i couldn't do it all in one shot anyway.. but i've had my relapse, heres hoping there isn't anymore to come

 

99.9% is not 100%

another beginning I guess?

I hope you do well

 

Send you the best of luck with it. I dated a guy that was trying to put his life back together after meth. I met him a good point though, usually clean, job, place to live all that. Now hes married and likely will never touch it again.

 

When I quit dexedrine, I remained in bed for 3 days, mostly asleep. The fact that you can type coherently and do stuff means that you are well on your way to recovery .

 

hehe first 3 days i slept n watched movies and ate.. slept for 2 days straight eek.
but cos i had 5 days off b4 i relapsed(grr) then my w/d's were a lot lessened.