I started using MDMA last week for the first time regularly. Had it only twice in the past at parties but it's the first time I went and bought some. 1g was finished in a week taking two small bombs daily for 6 days. It works out to about 170mg per day. Love the effects, it really boosts my mood and helps me function a little more normally - or at least helps me sort of look past or more easily ignore the constant feelings of anxiety/depression which I think spring from the chronic pain I've had in my spine for 20 years. It also seems to reduce the pain too. Doctor said in 2008 after an MRI scan that I'd need to be on meds my whole life, no surgery would fix it. Took the prescribed gabapentin for a while but it didn't have any long term effect, it seemed to help for a few days but then the effects wore off.
So now I started about 170mg MDMA daily - I've heard people advise others not to take bombs of 500mg weekly so I'm wondering if a smaller daily dose would potentially be just as (if not more) harmful? Bought my second gram two days ago and I'm really starting to feel dependent on the stuff already - it just puts me in a much better mind-frame, i don't feel so paranoid, reserved and isolated at work. I know most of my colleagues think I'm a bit of a weirdo but I somehow manage to still get by and remain employed. Don't know how really!
So now I started about 170mg MDMA daily - I've heard people advise others not to take bombs of 500mg weekly so I'm wondering if a smaller daily dose would potentially be just as (if not more) harmful? Bought my second gram two days ago and I'm really starting to feel dependent on the stuff already - it just puts me in a much better mind-frame, i don't feel so paranoid, reserved and isolated at work. I know most of my colleagues think I'm a bit of a weirdo but I somehow manage to still get by and remain employed. Don't know how really!
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