Start of a new day

[Deleted member 10878]

I wake up everyday
The sky is blue
Why isn't it gray?
I'm sick of this summer
I'm sick of all the heat
Hot weather is a bummer
Winter is the season of life
"they" wont agree
but it gives me something to smile about
I miss my love
he's gone for a while
I pushed him off a cliff
he lived, but I hven't seen love since.
I'm just a swine.
I'm just a maniac.
I'm just trying to get by.
Sometimes... I need love too..
But that card keeps getting ripped from my hands
These cold bloody hands..
Sometimes I cry... others I sleep
Someday... I will enter eternal sleep.
But until then.. please.. help me stay awake.
I'd rather be walking than not.
I'd rather be talking than silent.
My blues are black.
Beat that jack.
My blues are black.
And there is no gray in the middle....
[ 13 October 2002: Message edited by: StarTripper ]

 

[Dagny]

Damn. This is your voice, and it's lovely to hear it girl. It's okay to by cynical sometimes, but now and then it's just as okay to be hopeful. No matter what is taken from you in this life, in this world, your desire for joy is yours alone.