So my bulimia has pretty much taken an encore in my life. I guess it's not surprising... one addiction for another. Only my situation is strange because I don't "binge and purge," I only purge. Like, a normal meal. I don't eat like 2,000 calories then have to purge... I've never really been a binger.. mainly just purging something I thought I shouldn't have eaten. I don't know, I'm not trippin over it. I'm fine with it. I realize this it's probably unhealthy to be so nonchalant about it, but I figure I have to take it one thing at a time. Plus, my teeth are really nice. I always said I would stop if my teeth ever got fucked up. Isn't that sick?
I'm feeling pretty good. I am learning to TRY to turn my negatives into positives. I'm not scared to learn more about myself anymore. I really do think that some day soon, things are going to be alright.
I'm feeling pretty good. I am learning to TRY to turn my negatives into positives. I'm not scared to learn more about myself anymore. I really do think that some day soon, things are going to be alright.