standing tall

[bisKi]

An old piece unearthed. just thought i'd post it (after some edit) and vent a little (nothing related with what's in my life now)


I went through all our old mail
they're mostly written electronically
reading what's been exchanged so long ago
just a little trip back historically

i saw what i missed before
maybe it's just me
the little signs of cracks and stuff
too small and minute for me to see

you claim you want me to be happy
yet continuously made me wince
sometimes i just wonder
am I just a showpiece.

I looked through all the old mail
and deleted most of the lot.
what i'm trying to say is,
i'm much happier without you
I can never be happy with
anyone who makes me feel like
you did with me
an intruder in your life,
not someone very welcomed
and loved in your life.

i said my farewell a while ago
i don't regret it at all
i'm content and happy now
months after my fall
there's someone in my life
and right now i can say
for once I'm holding my head up
for the first time i'm standing tall

 

[tathra]

beautiful

 

[PsychoKitten]

much love

 

[frostyangel]

You always express your emotions like noone else...

Which is always a good way to see how far you have come from then..

You still one of my favorite writers..
hope to talk to you soon..

 

[Cosmic Mist]

good stuff biski - i can relate 100% to everything you've said here...

glad things are working out for you.