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Squashymossy

Squashymossy

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Colchester Essex UK
I don't claim to know anything much about drugs prescription or otherwise but I am a caring cuddly sort that is scared of people mostly. I am looking for non judgemental people that will help and support me through this bad patch. I just want to meet friends. I am a carer that looks after other people for a living but should really just accept I am not well enough to do it anymore. I suppose I should be a realist rather than a glass half full person but no F*** it rose tinted glasses suit me better. My job is my life and there it is. I really should get out more. Anyway hello to you all and hope life is being kinder to you than it is me at the moment.
 
welcome to bluelight :)

i am going to move this over to the forum "the darkside" - you will most certainly get emotional support for the rough patch that you are going through.

i hope things get better for you soon <3
 
Welcome, Squashy! What can I do to support you? Far be it from me to be a judge to anyone. Haha! Why are you scared of people? Social anxiety or just anxiety in general?
 
Welcome to bluelight :) we have a wonderful group of ppl here so plz feel free to just be yourself nobody here will judge you...i would take one of those hugs if i could haha :P
 
welcome to the forum :) i'm sending over some good vibes your way. and hugs. hopefully you can find the support you're looking for, which should be no problem, BL users are great when it comes to that. lots of hugs.
 
Hi FlyLila you already supported me just by saying hi :) Nice to meet you FlyLila. I am scared of people mainly because of damage they have done to me in the past and how they judge me. I work with/care for people with learning disabilities. They hurt sometimes too but I am not scared of them. I already had anxiety and used to get panic attacks. I had pills to help. Sertraline and Pregabalin. Then I was taken off Pregabalin as my panic attacks were managed. About six months after that I began having severe pain in the left side of my face. My dentist took out a tooth but the pain stayed. I was given CoCodamol 30 and Naproxen with antibiotics. The pain still did not go and it was like electric shocks jolts so bad I would end up not being able to talk. Any movement of my face hurt and even to touch it hurt. I was left in this way not properly treated for almost a year. The only time I went out of the house was the three days a week I went to work. A month ago I saw a specialist who made a diagnosis of Trigeminal neuralgia. I was taken gradually off the Cocodamol and Naproxen and put on Amitriptyline and Carbamazepine instead. I feel like a mess most days. Like I don't know what I am doing and I crave the Cocodamol still even though I haven't had any for a week. I feel unsteady on my feet and can't work now because of it. I still get the pain just not as often. Sorry for the long answer but just feel rubbish at the moment. Squashy hugs for you!
 
Thanks Traybuck you got a Squashymossy hug right there! Hoping I won't get judged. My problem is too many prescription drugs has messed me up. I can't stop taking all of them because I need them for a health condition called Trigeminal neuralgia. I also need a clear head to do my job which I love so much. It aint happening at the moment. I know there are people a lot worse off than me so I am really pleased to meet all of the people here no matter what their situation.
 
Adrenalinerushes thank you for the vibes and the hugs. I am sending them out to all greenies and bluies. I found support from everyone so far so hopefully I can give that back to others.
 
Hey, nice to have another uk person posting in the dark side, not many of us!

I admire your rose tinted glasses btw%)%)
 
It's pretty cool

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Squashymossy said:
Thanks Traybuck you got a Squashymossy hug right there! Hoping I won't get judged. My problem is too many prescription drugs has messed me up. I can't stop taking all of them because I need them for a health condition called Trigeminal neuralgia. I also need a clear head to do my job which I love so much. It aint happening at the moment. I know there are people a lot worse off than me so I am really pleased to meet all of the people here no matter what their situation.
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Im sorry to hear about your trigeminal neuralgia..Totally get it...sometimes one hates the drugs thay must take..just know that you are not alone<3 Its not about whos situation is better or worse...we are all trying to make it through this road called life..Feel free to pm me if you need anything. ..someone to talk to!! Or Whatever..im here for you :)
 
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