im going back and forth on this internal struggle and i wonder if im at a place to make any rational decisions. im enthralled, most certainly, but at exactly what depths? the point in question is debatable on account of my complete willingness to defend at any cost, but on the other hand there isnt anything to defend in this case. or i could possibly be bi est and cant see the outside perspective, or rather, wont. however, i do give myself credit on certain knowledge and judgments learned and have recently put them to good use. this seems genuine and my intuition is pushing me in that direction. i dont see how i can still feel so certain after debating logical doubts, but i kind of like it.
in other news, my hair is turning gold from swimming and being in the sun all day.
in other news, my hair is turning gold from swimming and being in the sun all day.