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Splintered Passions

Douleur

Bluelighter
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Mar 12, 2001
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Arguing, anger, violence; picking my hair out by the handful...
Yelling, alcohol, abuse; tumbling down the stair case...
Can't fight back, have to get out; bruising the cells in my arm...
Love, fear, panic; opening the cuts on my face... again...
Disillusionment, rape, instability; forcing springtime back to winter...
Problems, misunderstanding, miscommunication; bleeding everywhere from everywhere
I want out.
I need out.
I don't want to die.
Not like this.
I can't.
I refuse.
But...
I love the asshole.
Why do I love the asshole?
I know the answer, but it's unacceptable.
Why do I put up with it?
I know the answer, but it's unacceptable.
Because I'm unacceptable.
I deserve this.
It's my own fault.
It's the best I can do.
And so I write this,
Sitting on the couch,
Waiting for him to come home.
Waiting for history to repeat itself,
Hopefully for the last time.
 
Ok, sometimes when I write I tend to be dramatic. Sometimes I exaggerate. Sometimes I fill in spaces with fiction. But if what you have written is real, or even half real, you need to do something about. For real.
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What difference do you think you can make? One single man in all this madness...?
 
thats fucking awsome.. whether its real or not.. it moved me.. completely. amber gives this a *thumbs up* keep posting
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"Most ravers are either high-tech holograms created by evil promoters to make it look like there's a lot of people at the party, or Satan in one of his many disguises."
 
my jaw dropped.... what can i say...
a few lines in particular really struck me...
Mellabopper
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animals are for petting!
"does anyone know where we are? because i think i dont have a clue"
"damn the man, save the empire!" - empire records
Corruption is key.
 
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