Hello,
Basically the aim of this is to see peoples opinions to whether I have been spiked or have underlying sanity problems, all my friends insist it was a spiking but I'm terrified I secretly have serious issues apparently bought out by copious amounts of alcohol. Don't get me wrong dear god I hope it was a spiking or I scare myself but yeah, here's the story.
I was out in a club, having a general good time, I drink a lot of alcohol often and am generally fine, it's not like it was a one off. I moved onto sambuca, had much of that and then blanked... I have a few flashes of chasing moths and then the rest is gone. I wake up in my bed thinking I've had a great night, get a shit load of worried phone calls. I have no recollection I've just put the story together from pieces of information I've been told about that night. I had been absolutely certain my friend was going to kill me, I locked myself in the bathroom, cried and phoned everyone in my phone book including the police telling them where I was. She wasn't trying to kill me she was trying to protect me, I escaped her and hid in a bush before being carried home by an old woman. I sounds like I thought I was in some kind of book or movie... I seemed to think I was in game of thrones some of the time... Before we left the club I was told I was floppy and nearly impossible to get anywhere before losing my sense of reality slowly but completely. I also have a bruise on my face from where someone has punched me. When written this sounds a lot more pathetic then it was but it has seriously left me shaken, and I'm not the sort to get shaken or have bad emotion in general.
The next day I couldn't keep even water down until midnight, the day after I shook all day, to me this isn't an average hangovers effect.
Spiked makes sense but why spike someone with something that would make me trip balls? Spiking is surely generally date rape? I would love opinions on the matter that aren't friends and family.
Basically the aim of this is to see peoples opinions to whether I have been spiked or have underlying sanity problems, all my friends insist it was a spiking but I'm terrified I secretly have serious issues apparently bought out by copious amounts of alcohol. Don't get me wrong dear god I hope it was a spiking or I scare myself but yeah, here's the story.
I was out in a club, having a general good time, I drink a lot of alcohol often and am generally fine, it's not like it was a one off. I moved onto sambuca, had much of that and then blanked... I have a few flashes of chasing moths and then the rest is gone. I wake up in my bed thinking I've had a great night, get a shit load of worried phone calls. I have no recollection I've just put the story together from pieces of information I've been told about that night. I had been absolutely certain my friend was going to kill me, I locked myself in the bathroom, cried and phoned everyone in my phone book including the police telling them where I was. She wasn't trying to kill me she was trying to protect me, I escaped her and hid in a bush before being carried home by an old woman. I sounds like I thought I was in some kind of book or movie... I seemed to think I was in game of thrones some of the time... Before we left the club I was told I was floppy and nearly impossible to get anywhere before losing my sense of reality slowly but completely. I also have a bruise on my face from where someone has punched me. When written this sounds a lot more pathetic then it was but it has seriously left me shaken, and I'm not the sort to get shaken or have bad emotion in general.
The next day I couldn't keep even water down until midnight, the day after I shook all day, to me this isn't an average hangovers effect.
Spiked makes sense but why spike someone with something that would make me trip balls? Spiking is surely generally date rape? I would love opinions on the matter that aren't friends and family.
