...quite fruitlessly too, though did take some pictures of a meth 'recipe'.....also looked at a few 'methcathinone' methods....realised one key area where i failed last time with the methcathinone was the fact that the bulk purchases of cold and flu capsules i'd been buying off ebay contained phenylenine (or the like.....the 'legal' replacement) and not pseudoephedrine so they're good for fucking nothing cos from what i have read the best their key ingredient has to offer even legitimate users is a 'placebo' effect...at least they weren't THAT expensive....i can't even pass them off as xmas presents for my daughter....maybe i'll give them to the kids dad, he's always getting colds....he always insists on kissing me....not snogging mind!! we're not TOGETHER he is supportive....and i am tolerant...and maybe a little vice versa....he likes to be the 'sensible' one....the 'thriving' parent whilst i am the 'pathetic' one....the 'troubled' one....the fuck up.....but anyway, it has meant that on recent stays over he has at least behaved and not been unpleasant to me....well, not too much so...but he does insist on kissing me.....pecks on the lips.....but it always means that his perpetually runny nose scrapes on the side of my face.
i had heard from him about an app from the dark webb that supposedly allowed people to locate local dealers and purchase substances 'as easily as a pizza delivery'....well i found no such app....found no such anything, so i ended up looking for meth methods that i'm unable to look at on google for whatever reason...also looked up a few research chemicals suppliers and pained for them good ol days when those long lists of substances with prices next to them i was able to add to my cart and check out and expect to receive in a matter of days.....o those days.....BUT back to the methcathinone....i do have ephedrine in tablets of about 30mg each.....i bought them about a month back.....i want to find a good and fairly easy methcathinone method to try....i've also realised that it would help to understand the basic chemistry behind what each step is achieving as opposed to just carrying steps out.....for example i now understand that when i extract DMT it is the lye and water reaction that helps to extract the DMT from the bark powder and it is the naptha that gathers up the DMT and because the naptha won't freeze but the DMT will....this is how to seperate the 2......and after having typed that out i realise that i'm not dashing to the kitchen to prep another DMT extraction which i'm guessing is reasonable progress.....in that area anyway......someone only have to pop up somewhere with the offer of supplies and i'd be right there with the money!!!
so today......today i hope mum doesn't come ramming herself into my back door to begin 'housework'...not today...i need a day of rest!! ....and defo no walk to the bloody shops
thinking of cult names still...i'm thinking 'flat earth kite runners'.......
i had heard from him about an app from the dark webb that supposedly allowed people to locate local dealers and purchase substances 'as easily as a pizza delivery'....well i found no such app....found no such anything, so i ended up looking for meth methods that i'm unable to look at on google for whatever reason...also looked up a few research chemicals suppliers and pained for them good ol days when those long lists of substances with prices next to them i was able to add to my cart and check out and expect to receive in a matter of days.....o those days.....BUT back to the methcathinone....i do have ephedrine in tablets of about 30mg each.....i bought them about a month back.....i want to find a good and fairly easy methcathinone method to try....i've also realised that it would help to understand the basic chemistry behind what each step is achieving as opposed to just carrying steps out.....for example i now understand that when i extract DMT it is the lye and water reaction that helps to extract the DMT from the bark powder and it is the naptha that gathers up the DMT and because the naptha won't freeze but the DMT will....this is how to seperate the 2......and after having typed that out i realise that i'm not dashing to the kitchen to prep another DMT extraction which i'm guessing is reasonable progress.....in that area anyway......someone only have to pop up somewhere with the offer of supplies and i'd be right there with the money!!!
so today......today i hope mum doesn't come ramming herself into my back door to begin 'housework'...not today...i need a day of rest!! ....and defo no walk to the bloody shops
thinking of cult names still...i'm thinking 'flat earth kite runners'.......
