Speed that I got was mixed with some opiate

[Ravi Kumar]

Hello all members,

I am not really familiar with the terminology and slang on forums such as this because I have never had an account before and I therefore hope you'll take this under consideration, but I really needed to tell you the following and get some sort of professional or semi-professional advice.

I have been using speed from time to time and my last "using period" ended about a year ago but now I picked it up again and it has been going on for about two weeks. Today I got some speed from a new batch that looked and smelled different, the smell was not as strong as it should be. It even had some strange pink and yellow particles inside.

Obviously I was concerned so I carefully picked all of the non white particles out of the baggie, damn it took me a long time!

Keep in mind that I have never tried opiates myself (at least I think so?)

So I started to inject. I always try a smaller amount first just to get the general feel of it. When I was done I didn't really feel anything. Well, actually I did feel something: I felt like I was very small and useless and the whole world seemed pointless to me. I have a history of depression so I guess that was it. I just sat there like an idiot feeling sorry for myself and then I decided to do some more.

When I had injected about 3/4 of what I had in the syringe I felt a strange warm tickling feeling coming from my stomach and it spread all over my body pretty fast. I can tell you it felt like kissing a girl that you deeply love but a little bit stronger. I freaked out and threw the rest of the stuff away.

Then for about half an hour I just felt like sitting still and doing nothing, didn't want to see anyone, didn't care about anything. I also felt sorry for myself again for I was completely sure it must have been heroin or some other opiate (not familiar with this stuff and I have made a promise to myself to keep away from these things).

So about 45 minutes later my body feels relaxed, easy and my face is a little bit numb. I kind of feel like I have downs syndrome, really!!

I don't like this at all and I am very disappointed in the dealer who did this. Why would anyone be selling speed that is not speed at all??? I don't feel the effects of speed. I am just deep in my own thoughts and I feel really bad for doing this. It almost feels like the whole world is against me and everything is so dark and horrible.

So my question to you, what in Gods name was in my speed and what should I do now? Should I expect some serious withdrawal symptoms?

 

[nAON]

There's no way for us to know for sure what drug it was, but from the way you describe it it could have been an opi. And some dealers are just shit and mix their bags up all together, i've been in situations where people shotting both H and crack don't bother to differentiate between them and just give you random bags. Best advice is to avoid the guy and find a better dealer.

And you shouldn't worry about any ill effects from one use, withdrawal symptoms usually take weeks or months of solid use to develop.

 

['medicine cabinet']

yea no way to know for sure, its possible i guess maybe some kind of pain pill was crushed into your cristal or maybe there was some actual dope in there who knows. yea id find another dealer, inconsistancy sucks ass.