cj
Bluelight Crew
So i guess i need to figure this out. Umm damn where to srart. Well i left sober living after 6 months in September. I bounced from airbnb to hotels for 2 weeks before i found a place. My mom signed for this swanky furnished place in the city. Unfortunately it was 1500 a month. So that along with a nice little binge dropped my account from 5 grand to 500 in 3 momths.
But i have completely paid my own way since i left sober living in June. Im really proud of that. I turned down a handout from the parents. Unheard of but i did. It also cost me my savings and put me in awful position to find new place for us.
Us. Yes thats right your boy CJ has a gf. We met on tinder snd she moved in a few days later. Well she only left for one night. Cute story for another time there.
Ali. Shes fucking amazing. Smart funny beautiful. I worship the ground she walks on. Im even starting to believe she feels the same. Lots of good sex. Still smoking heavy on the remnants of that half pound i got 2 weeks ago. Did some coke one night. Some Meth last night. Otherwise we been really good.
Our conversation flows like the Mississippi river that sits beyond our window. Deep and twisting the river gulps and sneers as we teleport our way from point to point. The speed giving it all a rythmic grinding feel through my body.
We get deep into my dream of opening a safe shooting gallery in the US. Putting my social work degree to the test. Then shit got decidedly awkward. Her cell phone bill is due. So i was like no problem ill pay it let me grab my debit card. She starts crying and saying she doesnt want it to be like this. I tell her hey look i got the money we good and if she feels really compelled she can pay me back later.
I dont know where i went wrong? Nice guy finishes last. If i fucking blow this its going yo be bad for my life
But i have completely paid my own way since i left sober living in June. Im really proud of that. I turned down a handout from the parents. Unheard of but i did. It also cost me my savings and put me in awful position to find new place for us.
Us. Yes thats right your boy CJ has a gf. We met on tinder snd she moved in a few days later. Well she only left for one night. Cute story for another time there.
Ali. Shes fucking amazing. Smart funny beautiful. I worship the ground she walks on. Im even starting to believe she feels the same. Lots of good sex. Still smoking heavy on the remnants of that half pound i got 2 weeks ago. Did some coke one night. Some Meth last night. Otherwise we been really good.
Our conversation flows like the Mississippi river that sits beyond our window. Deep and twisting the river gulps and sneers as we teleport our way from point to point. The speed giving it all a rythmic grinding feel through my body.
We get deep into my dream of opening a safe shooting gallery in the US. Putting my social work degree to the test. Then shit got decidedly awkward. Her cell phone bill is due. So i was like no problem ill pay it let me grab my debit card. She starts crying and saying she doesnt want it to be like this. I tell her hey look i got the money we good and if she feels really compelled she can pay me back later.
I dont know where i went wrong? Nice guy finishes last. If i fucking blow this its going yo be bad for my life
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