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Source of Pain

Djjapp777

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I've found the source of my current pain. She told me after it was over and she was with George, that during our time together George was depressed and not talking to anybody, not even her. She didn't want to lose that friendship and they started to see each other again... she escaped me and now they're together. She doesn't see... that the tables have turned for me, and now I am the depressed one who doesn't speak to anybody, I am the one without a friendship. George is me and I am him. Why isn't she coming to talk to me... why isn't she doing something to not lose our friendship... why isn't she seeing how I feel... why for him... why not for me... Do I put off this image that I am rock solid? That no pain can ever touch me and any ordeal I have I can deal with on my own? Is it his frailty that makes her check up on him, makes her be with him, and then makes her love him? Do I really put off that vibe that I need no one? Why isn't she doing anything about losing our friendship... why for him, but not for me...
-Just because you find the source of your pain, doesn't mean you can release it
-Ken
 
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