Sigh. I'm back to being broke all the damn time. This sucks!! Had a migraine & went to pharm to
pick up my Rx, but they hadn't gotten around to authorizing it yet. Hopefully tomarrow, please!!
A fine mess I'm in. On top of that the fucking student loan people, or somebody is garnishing my freaken wages again, now I'm really fucked. So it looks like somehow, some way I'm gonna be
forced to stop for awhile, the meth at least. Mom is not happy getting so little money from me
every month, usually $230 or so, but hell I have to pay $72 minimum for transportation to work,
phone bill is $25 a week, then Mom, fuck, then dope....there goes my entire cocksucking pay-
check now
. Am so bummed. My cell phone charger of course decided to take a crap on me
now, so I have to hassle with transportation getting somewhere to replace a fuckin phone cord
to charge my phone. I CAN'T afford this now!!!
This is what I hated most about having a habit.
It's not just the dope itself, but the mindset that comes along with it, being fuck everything I don't
want to deal with. I remember back in the apartment days when my electricity finally got shut off, for some reason, that was the final thing that got me motivated to get some money. That nightI literally sold myself out on the street, lol, but I got my electricity back on. Trying to make money or problems that won't go away multiply doing shit, for me anyway. Still, the food thing, damn!
Our society hates fat people yet fucking food is everywhere, they advertise it all over bum fuck
Egypt, & you can't get away from it. I tended to stay to myself at home for that reason because
home is a controlled environment. Sigh. Work time.
pick up my Rx, but they hadn't gotten around to authorizing it yet. Hopefully tomarrow, please!!
A fine mess I'm in. On top of that the fucking student loan people, or somebody is garnishing my freaken wages again, now I'm really fucked. So it looks like somehow, some way I'm gonna be
forced to stop for awhile, the meth at least. Mom is not happy getting so little money from me
every month, usually $230 or so, but hell I have to pay $72 minimum for transportation to work,
phone bill is $25 a week, then Mom, fuck, then dope....there goes my entire cocksucking pay-
check now
. Am so bummed. My cell phone charger of course decided to take a crap on me now, so I have to hassle with transportation getting somewhere to replace a fuckin phone cord
to charge my phone. I CAN'T afford this now!!!
This is what I hated most about having a habit.
It's not just the dope itself, but the mindset that comes along with it, being fuck everything I don't
want to deal with. I remember back in the apartment days when my electricity finally got shut off, for some reason, that was the final thing that got me motivated to get some money. That nightI literally sold myself out on the street, lol, but I got my electricity back on. Trying to make money or problems that won't go away multiply doing shit, for me anyway. Still, the food thing, damn!
Our society hates fat people yet fucking food is everywhere, they advertise it all over bum fuck
Egypt, & you can't get away from it. I tended to stay to myself at home for that reason because
home is a controlled environment. Sigh. Work time.