Not only in the name of HR due to my past IV drug use of H + pills + ampules of anything that could change the way I think may of causing my stroke. Another recent hell on wheels has come way my due to barrage of meds I am on. My fiance wants me out in 3 weeks b/c she feels I have 'relapsed' when in reality I am taking my meds as RX'd. I have thrown the Gabapentin down the tube. I feel it was the main reason I acted so "drunk" especially the 1-2nd time at 600-900mg. I am at my wits in and to be quite frank, whatever ramifications may come out of it, LeftWing this was in no way, shape or form a DICKSIZING comparison. I am rather appaualed a mod would say that to someone genuinely obviously needing alot of help and advice. I mean come on, this board promotes HR and HELP. I am looking for both here and was either ridiculed or treated like an idiot. My life has abrutly changed for the ultimate worse in the matter of months and the one place I am able to come to get it shot straight to me is the one place this happens.
I am starting on a quick taper of benzos as follows: (any advice would be appreciated): 1mg triazolam d1-2 .75mg triazolam d2-5 .50mg triazolam d 5-7 and .25mg triazolam d7-8 .125mg d8 .06mg triazolam d9-10 then JUMP. If I get the shakes or any sign of severe benzo w/d I will supplement with .25mg triazolam q4h until Tx has been obtained. I mean I have tons of these + tons of xanax + klonopin. I wish I could sell it all back to the Pharmacy, I would be a rich, rich man.
I am considering keeping my daily regimen of Clonodine, Soma, Tramadol, Hydroxyzine.... I have also changed doctors.
Basically I need advice on my benzo taper as I have been on up to 6-8mg alprazolam RX'd + more for effect, 4mg Klonopin RX'd + more for effect and up to 80mg Valium RX'd + more since December.