yoUr bLiSS
Bluelighter
for a friend
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forgive me if this seems a bit intense
but i hold nothing back ever
if i feel it it must come out NOW! fuck rules, timing, consequences or restraint!
you have become some strange sort of anchor
a positive breath of fresh air and inspiration
easing me through my own darkness
my own demons
my own addictions
you are a much-needed crutch
a shoulder i've gone without for far too long
this being an utmost form of compliment from the girl who rules the world. the girl who everyone wants to be...the girl whose always on top of things and sparkles on top of it all. it takes a lot for this girl to admit maybe she's not that strong...maybe she needs a crutch, an anchor, an shoulder, or some other metaphor simply meaning the same thing
when you leave i feel it creeping in
the emptyness
the pointlessness
the demons
the "why the fuck did i put myself in this state" syndrome kicking in
i just need someone different
someone not directly involved in this chaos and mayhem i call my life
someone to simply just to be there
to listen patiently while i rant
in all my cracked-out glory
simply put
someone to make me smile when my soul is frowning
though i must admit i find you to be adorable
(a nice little added bonus you could say)
this is so beyond that
somehow on the complete opposite end of this earth
you waking up stripping off layers of clothes due to the heat....me still awake shivering uncontrollably in the crisp, biting autumn coldnesss and lonliness
there is someone who knows more of me then even my closest friends
actually anyone who takes the time and energy to care could easily gain access to this knowledge
my screen is empty
this house is empty
these drugs are empty
my soul is empty
for the moment that is.....
i don't know what it is
you just seem to help me thru this
even when you don't say much
i just know your there
and for now i am not alone
for now....
i just want to make you aware of this
you either honestly have no idea of the sanity you have given me
if so i hope this knowledge makes you feel good on this inside
or you may even be hyper-aware of it
humbly basking in the knowledge
of all the comfort you have given me
if this is so...i recognize, acknowledge and appreciate it more then you know..
i've nothing left to say
no more fancy colorful words
no more emotions to evoke
i've got nothing but two simple words
true beauty is found quite often in simplicity
thank you
sueness
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forgive me if this seems a bit intense
but i hold nothing back ever
if i feel it it must come out NOW! fuck rules, timing, consequences or restraint!
you have become some strange sort of anchor
a positive breath of fresh air and inspiration
easing me through my own darkness
my own demons
my own addictions
you are a much-needed crutch
a shoulder i've gone without for far too long
this being an utmost form of compliment from the girl who rules the world. the girl who everyone wants to be...the girl whose always on top of things and sparkles on top of it all. it takes a lot for this girl to admit maybe she's not that strong...maybe she needs a crutch, an anchor, an shoulder, or some other metaphor simply meaning the same thing
when you leave i feel it creeping in
the emptyness
the pointlessness
the demons
the "why the fuck did i put myself in this state" syndrome kicking in
i just need someone different
someone not directly involved in this chaos and mayhem i call my life
someone to simply just to be there
to listen patiently while i rant
in all my cracked-out glory
simply put
someone to make me smile when my soul is frowning
though i must admit i find you to be adorable
(a nice little added bonus you could say)
this is so beyond that
somehow on the complete opposite end of this earth
you waking up stripping off layers of clothes due to the heat....me still awake shivering uncontrollably in the crisp, biting autumn coldnesss and lonliness
there is someone who knows more of me then even my closest friends
actually anyone who takes the time and energy to care could easily gain access to this knowledge
my screen is empty
this house is empty
these drugs are empty
my soul is empty
for the moment that is.....
i don't know what it is
you just seem to help me thru this
even when you don't say much
i just know your there
and for now i am not alone
for now....
i just want to make you aware of this
you either honestly have no idea of the sanity you have given me
if so i hope this knowledge makes you feel good on this inside
or you may even be hyper-aware of it
humbly basking in the knowledge
of all the comfort you have given me
if this is so...i recognize, acknowledge and appreciate it more then you know..
i've nothing left to say
no more fancy colorful words
no more emotions to evoke
i've got nothing but two simple words
true beauty is found quite often in simplicity
thank you
sueness
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*hugs ya and plants a kiss on your head* thank you beautiful