Stark
Bluelight Crew
okay, i didnt write this, but its one of only a very few songs that truly means something to me. its a perfect summation of my life, to this point. see what you think...
DISTANT (RUBICON II)
by VNV Nation (Ronan Harris & Mark Jackson)
the paths that i once tread have all but gone. only embers now smoulder where bridges once burned. i feel alive and yet i fear what may happen now. i know i cant return. and i hear me say again oh let me not return. damn the illusion of redemption and the hopes that held me here. i will oppose all that would befall me. with all the rage inside of me i will defy what i would become. the solitude and anger that do battle inside me will always guide me to the answers that i know i may not see. they are the bonds that hold me tighter. they are the chains that weigh on me. one day i know they will be gone. can i start again and erase this pain by casting doubt into the water, asking judgement of the sea. though fortune may guide the fools i have no wish to be free until i am gone.
DISTANT (RUBICON II)
by VNV Nation (Ronan Harris & Mark Jackson)
the paths that i once tread have all but gone. only embers now smoulder where bridges once burned. i feel alive and yet i fear what may happen now. i know i cant return. and i hear me say again oh let me not return. damn the illusion of redemption and the hopes that held me here. i will oppose all that would befall me. with all the rage inside of me i will defy what i would become. the solitude and anger that do battle inside me will always guide me to the answers that i know i may not see. they are the bonds that hold me tighter. they are the chains that weigh on me. one day i know they will be gone. can i start again and erase this pain by casting doubt into the water, asking judgement of the sea. though fortune may guide the fools i have no wish to be free until i am gone.
