sometimes.

[Mr. Nice Guy]

someTimes.
sometimes, when i am alone…
yes, when no one is around
or maybe when everyone is near
i Think.
what about?
nothing, everything, something.
sometimes.
what the Fuck is wrong with me?
is it always like this?
Jesus, it hurts
it hurts.
look, fortune has turned its back on me
my old companion, Self-Doubt greets me
Ambition sees me, but is fettered
Potential sleeps, and is tethered
forgive these words
for I am stoned
and smoke has hidden my emotional walls.
and I am lonely.
no! I meant, I am alone
but only sometimes
yes, that’s what I meant.
someTimes.

 

[femmme fatal]

i like stoned poetry... very good...
aj the femme

 

[Mr. Nice Guy]

Thank You, i really needed that...

but when I wrote it, I hated it. I still don't know why I put it up.