Sometimes words just aren't enough.

[mmmmSeXyE]

I don’t want to hear me say
someone else will take her place
I don’t want to live each day
seeing this deceitful person
with a beautiful face
I don’t want to think that
I’ll only be remembered
when she loses herself
and looks for me to find her again
knowing I won’t turn her away
but I’ll slowly fade
into the backround
until then
I wish I could take my tommorows
and turn them into yesterdays
maybe that way
you’d realize how much I loved you
maybe that way
you’d realize I’m the best friend
you’ll never have again
I won’t be able to think of you
like I did before
knowing that I really don’t know you
anymore
and now my heart cries
because you had to be selfish
spiteful
envious
and hide your lies
I know you’ll try to
put the pieces back together
like it was supposed to be
because darling
you know there was no you
without me.

 

[harraser]

"youre perfect yes its true
but without me youre only you"
-Faith No More
youre words just reminded me of that song, I love the song and I love your words.
[ 19 March 2002: Message edited by: harraser ]

 

[RaVeStArS19]

i love this! i keep reading it and everytime it gets better! when your going through something that hurts so bad it helps to find something to make you smile just that little bit~ thank you

 

[honEbee]

You have a way with words sweetie
I'm sorry you had to go through this. Unfortunately, we all do at times. Finding real friends is one of the most difficult things to do. I hope you know you can count on me if you need to talk to anyone.
Take care

 

[skarazira]

that fucking rules erin.
you are right, sometimes words arent enough.
that gave me chills.
sara

 

[KHsweety03]

I dont want to live each day
seeing this deceitful person
with a beautiful face
just fucking look away.
[ 25 March 2002: Message edited by: KHsweety03 ]

 

[MDMA desciple]

i was in a relationship just like that once; the girl didn't have any feelings for me, but pretended to and strung me along so she could get in with the group of friends i was popular with. once she was a part of the gang, she tossed me to the side. girls are always saying how guys are cruel and whatever, but THEY are the manipulative ones -- get rid of this poison bitch (whoever she is)
disciple
[ 21 March 2002: Message edited by: MDMA desciple ]

 

[frostyangel]

i'll only be remembered when she loses herself, and needs me.....

That part is so right, anytime that a person breaks down we all turn to habbit, habbit creates that comfort, but that is what makes it so hard to let go!
I really like you work, keep it up!