TMNPothead
Bluelighter
I guess I'll start by saying I'm a 27 year old male. I've been a drug user for a bit over a decade but didn't get into much until I was 23. I discovered the joys of LSD and MDMA and fell in love with with them. I went a good year doing these substances quite a lot more than I should have been and pretty much burnt myself out on them.
Also on top of that I've had awful social and general anxiety from school and being picked on quite a lot. Always feeling judged for some reason. Now this is where things get sketchy for me, I was ordering thousands of alprazolam 2mg bars from India and the U.K along with top quality marihuana and MDMA. The Feds eventually caught up with me and I fell into a deep depression.
Now this incident happened over two years ago and nobody believes me to this day, but I was never arrested or booked for anything and have not heard a thing from and authorities regarding the matter. Which is very odd to me and anyone I tell the story too.
But to end this tail I guess is what I'm saying is im done with drugs, I may have a valium or two from time to time but nothing like my crazy days. Now I know most people fill their time with hobbies and stuff but the problem is nothing really interest me anymore. I would love to get into school but I have no idea what for. Especially with this charge that could come down on me at anytime.
I'm just confused on what to do with myself, sick of fast food dead end jobs and don't know what would be best for me. Would seeing a guidance counselor at my local college help maybe? I have a son on the way and i want to be there for him and right now it's not looking great.
Any suggestions? Thanks guys and gals
Also on top of that I've had awful social and general anxiety from school and being picked on quite a lot. Always feeling judged for some reason. Now this is where things get sketchy for me, I was ordering thousands of alprazolam 2mg bars from India and the U.K along with top quality marihuana and MDMA. The Feds eventually caught up with me and I fell into a deep depression.
Now this incident happened over two years ago and nobody believes me to this day, but I was never arrested or booked for anything and have not heard a thing from and authorities regarding the matter. Which is very odd to me and anyone I tell the story too.
But to end this tail I guess is what I'm saying is im done with drugs, I may have a valium or two from time to time but nothing like my crazy days. Now I know most people fill their time with hobbies and stuff but the problem is nothing really interest me anymore. I would love to get into school but I have no idea what for. Especially with this charge that could come down on me at anytime.
I'm just confused on what to do with myself, sick of fast food dead end jobs and don't know what would be best for me. Would seeing a guidance counselor at my local college help maybe? I have a son on the way and i want to be there for him and right now it's not looking great.
Any suggestions? Thanks guys and gals
