Something about something about nothing

[Traumatizd4life]

If i died tomarrow would you even notice
If i left my sacred place would you even blink
I sit here thinking of a way for it all to end
without it hurting you.
I sit here on the edge of the deepest sea
you are holding me up
the only thing worth staying for
what if you let go
I stand alone
Nothing left to see
the only thing worth living for
has gone away somewhere
i cannot stand another helpless day
another grueling hour
another minute spent alone
I cannot break the chain in which you've tied me
the bond we never had
the only thing worth mentioning
has gone and left my life
the only thing i cared for was never there at all
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PlUr
Peace
love
Unity
respect
Im so damn kinky
IM me at EndTheEmpire
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[FutureAeons]

Nicely written.

I hope everything works out for you.
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"How the fuck do you feellllll?"
AIM ~ FutureAeons

 

[cherub]

I sat and tried to read this like 3 times,, not cause your writing was difficult to read,, but cause I kept breaking down and cry,,,, unfortunately,, I can relate to this alittle to well at the moment
good work, and making it real~

 

[Traumatizd4life]

wow, i didnt set out to make anyone cry...now i feel kinda bad....this has like 3 more parts. il post them here in a second

 

[Traumatizd4life]

Alone in the darkness
i sit on my bed
thinking...
thinking about what you said
About why you despise
the things that i say
about how you cant stand me
every day we are together is
a living hell
A living hell that proposes a conflict of thought
a thought i know that we both see
the anger beteween us is all that can be
i never said what we never knew
about how i was happy
even after you knew
after you knew
about my suprise at all of your lies
about how i trusted the things that you said
how you betryed all the thoughts in my head
about everything that i came to believe
you tore it apart
and with it you tore me.
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If i had to regret a moment
it would be meeting you
from the moment i saw
that look in your eyes
i knew every moment would
just be waiting to die
even after i had you
and after we went apart
i knew i could never be the same
without you i am alone
and with you is no better
the things i gave up for you
and the things you took away
my life has changed unendingly
my thought forever moved
if i had a choice to make
i would have stayed alone
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I stand in the halls
waiting for you to pass
knowing you always do
knowing your entire life
knowing where you move
I rest against the wall
that holds me like you have
keeping me from falling
i see the familiar curve
of everything you are
knowing you'll pass by
without saying a word
a friendship broken
by two very different things
my side broken by love
yours broken by hate
you cross me without glancing
anywhere near my gaze
i try to think of words to say
to mend our shattered bridge
i say nothing
i just wait
till tomarrow
to watch you pass again
the other 3 parts...