Suicide, I hope, will no longer be an issue for me.. I need help, and so far I haven't sought it out. I want to get everything I can out of this life. I don't wanna post up all my problems on a blog or thread. I just need people to talk to. I don't realize the things I'm doing that don't help when I think they do. I try to do what's best in everything I get involved with, but sometimes it ends up not being as helpful as I thought, or counterproductive to what I'm trying to achieve. I don't know what to do.