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Jay9

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I'm 40 years old and I'm am soooooo flipping out and trying g to stay calm I need some help I tried crystal for the first time I guess I did a lot for my first time I didn't think anything of it I felt fine no big deal but now I haven't slept In 2 days I feel like I'm going to die am I still stoned a idk I took 10 diazapams threw put the day just to try and keep me calm how much more do I need to go threw I only did it the o e to me yesterday at 4 till 9 did just over a 20 bag snorted and smoked it I do t want not take the diazapams cause then what if I feel worst I already am week and sketchy moody can't eat and I'm soooooo trying to just some of e let me k ow I'm not going to die or this is not going to be weeks or months thing not just from one time
 
Hi, Sorry about the delay. Welcome to Bluelight ! ! :)

You took 10 Diazepams? Do you have any type of benzo tolerance? How many mg? How are you now?

Sorry this happened to you, or might still be happening.
 
Ya I was tripping out soooooo bad I thought I was going to die and that was 2 days ago and I tried everything to try and calm me down now I still feel high I'm still taking some diazapams there only 5mg but I very anxious don't feel normal can't go near anyone or talk to anyone how much longer is this going to last I can't tell if I'm still stoned or this is the withdrawals all I do is lay in bed and pray that it stops and I'm soooooo freaking hungry
 
I don't feel safe that's how I feel, i feel paranoid anxious lost am i still high or what
 
Whats up man! I kind of know how you feel I can really relate methamphetamines are a bad drug they will screw with your mind at least they do mine so anyways stay off of them don't do them they're no good you don't need a new addiction!
 
I did less than a 1/10 (iv)the other day and it had me very emotionally spun out! This effect seems to be intensified most when I have other bad things going on in my life so if you are experiencing a high level of stress and disorder in your life than this will intensify this effect. In fact mine was so bad that I swore off of it and I have not done it since which is rare for me because usually that is a hard thing for me to do! I went by and visited some friends at the house where the stuff is sold and they are experiencing similar things it seems to be a common effects on people with this drug. Hopefully you're like me and you revise it isn't your cup of tea and you are able to put it down and not go back. My real drug of choice is opiates which for me have a very little psychological effect but a huge physical dependency issue which is just devastating! You know everybody's different some people get hooked on extra while other people get hooked on why who knows the reasons for and against each one either way you have to realize what your weakness is for and how to avoid it.
 
Oh just FYI for anybody ever reading my post I do text to speech on my phone I post through my phone and the text to speech isn't always grammatically correct so just try to understand that when you're reading my post I think it's obvious you can fill in the blanks or more accurately the text to speech fuckups...
 
Hello. I had an experience similar to yours about 10 days ago. It scared me pretty badly. I took too much, because I thought it was something else. I was literally dancing in my bed as I was laying down, and the dancing wasn't fun... it was scary. I just stayed off everything for the next few days and rested. Then I lost my voice. Drink water, get the hydration salts, and don't mess with any other chemicals until you are out of the woods.
 
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Oh just FYI for anybody ever reading my post I do text to speech on my phone I post through my phone and the text to speech isn't always grammatically correct so just try to understand that when you're reading my post I think it's obvious you can fill in the blanks or more accurately the text to speech fuckups...
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That's ok. No one minds grammar / spelling errors - we're here to support one another n help one another if we can. How are you finding Bluelight? Are you navigating round ok?

Evey
 
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