"its a rebirt back into your body. your mind becomes water, life is water, you are water. jts so cliche but thats what it is. a rebirth. over and over for hours. out of body expierences you can have them everyday. its all a big misunderstanding. a play on words.impossible to describe to anyone for a reason. you can the other side with this stuff abby. but the other side is reality. it just opens your eyes. im on 4 hits of lsd rite now. im seeing things normal people would think are insane. the trails the colors. the fact that it exists now, during our lifetime. everyone has to expierence this. and ill die saying that and no one will understand lol. its preparing for the spiritual world by breaking down reality around you. im not crazy abby im just blesses with the ability to see lsd for what it is. an amzing discovery. its correct me by letting me see the spiritual world the. coming back. i made these realizations on 4 hits of lsd. my mind is working the same as it always has. i just really think that god is trying to get me to get people to understand this could save people. this doesnt make sense niw abby but there is somthing deep going on and it allways comes back to this, me pushing lsd on peolpe. am i just not seeing clearly or am i seeing more clear than everyone else. these words om telling you rite now have to be looked at. thats half of why im txting you. i know what this stuff is and it could change everything. it would make people think and have to think purely. see things purely. everything i lived for was for this realization. i will die and take lsd to my grave. and if people wonder why they will find out. tell me im just high or intoxicated it doesnt make sense. these massages are bs. words are bs. people must to this abby. you expecially. soon. asap. its importanti get this stuff to you. i think it could help you me and our whole family see clearer. the reality is we will never care to expience that. mom would think she is fucked up. if people in our family took lsd they would think it is intoxicating them. but thats not what it does. its harmless to humans and can be a substitute for any drug. i feel amazing and its because im healthy. im high in life and lsd made me realize it. fuck. these words are important somehow. this is what happebs when im convinced my thoughts could help people^. the fact that i had cancer gos further to prove everything. i let go of my body before i ever did lsd. .y mind is completely open everything is crawling around me but im focused on figuring this out. how to tell people that god is pushing me to get people to do lsd so i can help and let them see and feel what i do. and not be fucking trash with a bottle of booze wrecking themselves inside out. fuck abby everytime i do this it pushes me to do something great. this realization is huge. dont you get it if everyone focused on someone for a second cus they died and all that can be said about that person is they took lsd to the grave, it would be the greatest thing for humanity. they would ask why and though lsd can find every answer. i think i am onto what people have been onto for a long time. but i am special and i realiz that and see the stuff fully and other people must as well. in order to live humanly.its a cycle over and over in my head and iv been thinking about for days for a reason. i shouldnt be begging people for attention people should look to me for wisdom. if you hive someone enough lsd they will either have a mind altering realization or try sharing the entire expience with someone else in order to help them. thats it. i feel like i am finally forming these ideas and its beautiful. these words are my inscriptions. ill be honest this important i want people to look at these words after im dead. you cant change that many minds at one time. people are so lost. people need to focus on lsd. they need to focus on me and when i die. and the. focus on lsd. thats what im trying to do. and its the most important thing fir humanity. everyone. god. fuck. and i dont think the world will make it either way but it is so beautiful. i figured somthing deep out abby idc if these txts are driving you mad. its a misconception that lsd shouldnt be taken to much or everyday. its a very important part of life. i think that people really try to figure this out at one point or another. but wow. im seeing the full picture of the world and its like everone else is blind. im blessed abby."
