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someone fucking talk to me, im lonely and coming down.

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brokenpieces1994

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I am surrounded by silence and emptiness, and I don't enjoy it even for a second. I need someone, something, drugs, music, company. Help me out?
 
Hi brockentopieces1994 welcome to BlueLight,

We have a great community here which may be bale to provide at least some interaction and chat.

You sound very low and depressed, these feelings are temporary and I wouldn't recommend filling them with drugs, they are a very temporary solution.

Whats been happening lately that's brought you to such a low spot
 
B.P.94. Hopefully you may be benefiting from some rest right now. However if not come back and don't suffer alone.
 
miltecnico said:
B.P.94. Hopefully you may be benefiting from some rest right now. However if not come back and don't suffer alone.
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What a sweet post. This is what BL is all about. Welcome to both of you. OP, hope you are feeling better. Most of the time when you feel you need drugs, it is life that you need--people, music, nature, excitement, intimacy, friendship. Throwing drugs on that same list has a way of keeping all the rest unattainable.
 
What you coming down from?Dope sick,some other drug,depression or what?Whatever it is there's lots of people here for you to help you thru it.
 
Hey man,
shit no one likes to be alone. What's going on that has you down and out?
I've been in a rut for the last couple weeks but today was my breaking point! So I ignored the world and thought about what I can do to make myself a better person with my use of drugs, my work place (not happy there), family drama, sudden moving plans. Fuck, life has me hurt & alone. But we as humans can only change ourselves from the inside out;) even with the aid of others.
Hell IDK what's going on with your well being but let get back to this thread so we can work through the problems your dealing with. Take care and hopefully tty soon.
 
Well what you coming off of? I find that when I'm coming off something, especially a stimulant going on forums or whatever to talk to random people always helps. And being alone well you come down sucks, that's why I only use really when I'm with friends or my ex, I hate being alone when I'm coming off something, mind you I only really use if I'm with people (especially my ex lol).
 
Yup a stimulant comedown is hard and it's such a mind fucker. I tend to be with people even if I'm being a bitch due to the comedown, but friends/family helps take your mind off shit. If I where to be alone on a stimulant comedown I get panic attacks and depressed.
 
gr33n3y3z said:
Yup a stimulant comedown is hard and it's such a mind fucker. I tend to be with people even if I'm being a bitch due to the comedown, but friends/family helps take your mind off shit. If I where to be alone on a stimulant comedown I get panic attacks and depressed.
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Yea one of the worst things is a stimulant comedown (especially cocaine hcl, way worse than amphetamine or rock cocaine), especially when you're alone at like 3:30am in your bedroom in the dark and can't sleep. It can really mess with your mind and cause intense dysphoria. It's one of the main reasons I quit using cocaine powder and now the only thing I use is on very rare occasions rock because my ex has a bit of a problem with it and she's always smoking it. I don't even have a dealer for it so it's just a once in a while thing but I'm glad I'm with her when I do it cause I'd hate to be alone smoking that stuff.
 
Yea my coke days are long gone lol and those comedowns were hell 6am everyone's sleeping and your up like what the hell? Was it worth it? So I quit that about 6 years ago. But I'm scripted Adderall now8( and I abuse those and thankfully I have scripts for Klonopins for anxiety and comedowns.

I really need to kick my habits, it's crazy what doctors will prescribe people! You can say you farted and your ass hurts and bam you get opiates. Damn I'm 25 and my doctor will give me whatever. It's not surprising how often young people get addicted to pharmaceutical drugs :\.
 
gr33n3y3z said:
Yea my coke days are long gone lol and those comedowns were hell 6am everyone's sleeping and your up like what the hell? Was it worth it? So I quit that about 6 years ago. But I'm scripted Adderall now8( and I abuse those and thankfully I have scripts for Klonopins for anxiety and comedowns.

I really need to kick my habits, it's crazy what doctors will prescribe people! You can say you farted and your ass hurts and bam you get opiates. Damn I'm 25 and my doctor will give me whatever. It's not surprising how often young people get addicted to pharmaceutical drugs :\.
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That's the same reason I quit using cocaine I was tired of the 6am mornings where I was all alone and I was like damn what the fuck? I should be sleeping right now, not feeling like this, my body is not happy. My mind is not happy either. I'm lucky I was able to quit snorting cocaine but when I met my ex we eventually got into iving cocaine and we went at it really bad. It took a abscess and a blood clot for us to stop.

And yea my doc will script me anything, I just have to mention this or that and out comes the script pad. It sucks but at the same time I like it lol. I'm scripted 30mg dex a day and 2mg c-pam but I only take the dex as needed; as for the c-pams I stopped taking them because they don't help with my sleep.
 
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