Someday.

[Deleted member 10878]

I want to break the walls of life open.. then I want to SCREAM like no one can hear me.. except one. I want to feel invincible, if not, for just one day.
Somedays I feel like I have nothing left to lose.. others.. I feel hopeless as the first day I realized I had depression. Blank and obvious... yet stories behind these eyes hold more tales that you could dream.. If you could only feel how I do right now.. lost, distant, unwanted.. unreacted. You'd find the better part of me. You could accept me for who I am. I am without doubt an original. This makes me an outcast of society. I desire to be in, occassionally. This is just a distant dream..
Someday.. I will break free. Free of establishment.. of school... of everything. I will get lost in my own confusion.. only to find myself. Someday.. I hope this happens.

 

[Sara Tonin]

I like the emotional release in this piece. Writing is so cathartic! I bet you felt like a weight had been lifted off of you after you wrote this
[ 13 March 2003: Message edited by: Sara Tonin ]

 

[E-girl]

I will get lost in my own confusion..
this reminds me of my favorite piece by soulfly: "Its Days Like Today"... i think the line went something like,
"Tonight, we would feel safe in each other's confusion"
anyways, i really liked this piece. it had a certain underlying strongness to it... very inspiring.