Geeze what a night that. Thought what the eck I'll have the half of the barcardi that was left with some cola zero so was driinking it n I have a pack of nurofin plus here (codeine n iboprofen tabs - so, spotting some old coffee filters i thought "ok lets do a CWE n have myself some codeine like the good old days.
Mind you I only did 20 of them so not really much n I'm on suboxone so logically this idea was insane n a COMPLETE WASTE OF TIME!!!! Still I did this. Drunk the vile tasting thing n chilled out with the rest of the barcadi n some hot cross bun. Wow those babies are so damn good.
Anyway I'm now off to uni, I kind figured that I'll get this damn assignment done in uni with NO distractions. I really want my masters n according to a former friend I should give it up as I've no cash which I found a tad judgemental n prob jealous. There's a thing called INSTALLMENTS, credit card n overdraft. If you want something bad enough never stop fighting for it. I spent THREE WEEKS writing my personal statement n no one is going to bring me down again.
Part of recovery is getting rid of people that bring me down, try to hurt or break me, or play games.
Take care ya'll
Evey xxx
Mind you I only did 20 of them so not really much n I'm on suboxone so logically this idea was insane n a COMPLETE WASTE OF TIME!!!! Still I did this. Drunk the vile tasting thing n chilled out with the rest of the barcadi n some hot cross bun. Wow those babies are so damn good.
Anyway I'm now off to uni, I kind figured that I'll get this damn assignment done in uni with NO distractions. I really want my masters n according to a former friend I should give it up as I've no cash which I found a tad judgemental n prob jealous. There's a thing called INSTALLMENTS, credit card n overdraft. If you want something bad enough never stop fighting for it. I spent THREE WEEKS writing my personal statement n no one is going to bring me down again.
Part of recovery is getting rid of people that bring me down, try to hurt or break me, or play games.
Take care ya'll
Evey xxx