Haza
Bluelighter
lately ive been really emo, well maybe not LATELY but i have realized that im a tad bit too emotional for a guy...or what i guess a "guy" is supposed to be
im not really too sure if its a good thing...i guess its more fufilling when something good happens but, with my luck, the downsides are really not worth it...
i also think im too supersticous (spelling?) i stole a bottle of wine today from my work, im under 21 and wicked broke, no one was around, and it didnt seem like it was gonna be missed...but then maybe like 15 minutes later this guy comes in, first customer in like hours (im in the deli) and he asks me to cut him some meat and i do, then i start to clean the slicer after hes gone and all i could think of was how wierd that guy was and i cut a big part of my pinky off...what goes around comes around i guess
i analyze things too much also, which i spose would lead to being too emotional and supersticous (spelling again, heh) emotional i guess because i dont think when im happy, its just natural to be happy, but when im sad i have time to think, wow this sucks and just build upon that. supersticous im guessing because, being too anylitical im looking for answers, and some things dont have answers so i believe in things that could have caused it for some super natural reason...
theres a big cloud of bad luck that follows me...i usually always get the shit end of the stick...especially when it comes to girls, and right now, the reason i took the bottle of wine is cuz i wanna take this kick ass chick up to NH to see the foliage, and i had a bunch of stuff planned like art exhibits and a kerouc festival, i thought a romantic picnic with wine would be a nice touch...but i guess shes seein one of my friends, who dicked me over with this girl i was seein...and my wicked close friend is also into her...so i dunno i feel like im gonna come out with half a pinky and an empty bottle of wine in the end of this...
uh i dunno how many of you read this, i think it was kinda here for me to vent so i dont be a girl and cry tonight, but thanks for readin i spose
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~Why be emo and cry about her all day, when you can be metal and go to her house, kidnap her and lock her in your basement so she'll be yours forever. ~Mackey
im not really too sure if its a good thing...i guess its more fufilling when something good happens but, with my luck, the downsides are really not worth it...
i also think im too supersticous (spelling?) i stole a bottle of wine today from my work, im under 21 and wicked broke, no one was around, and it didnt seem like it was gonna be missed...but then maybe like 15 minutes later this guy comes in, first customer in like hours (im in the deli) and he asks me to cut him some meat and i do, then i start to clean the slicer after hes gone and all i could think of was how wierd that guy was and i cut a big part of my pinky off...what goes around comes around i guess
i analyze things too much also, which i spose would lead to being too emotional and supersticous (spelling again, heh) emotional i guess because i dont think when im happy, its just natural to be happy, but when im sad i have time to think, wow this sucks and just build upon that. supersticous im guessing because, being too anylitical im looking for answers, and some things dont have answers so i believe in things that could have caused it for some super natural reason...
theres a big cloud of bad luck that follows me...i usually always get the shit end of the stick...especially when it comes to girls, and right now, the reason i took the bottle of wine is cuz i wanna take this kick ass chick up to NH to see the foliage, and i had a bunch of stuff planned like art exhibits and a kerouc festival, i thought a romantic picnic with wine would be a nice touch...but i guess shes seein one of my friends, who dicked me over with this girl i was seein...and my wicked close friend is also into her...so i dunno i feel like im gonna come out with half a pinky and an empty bottle of wine in the end of this...
uh i dunno how many of you read this, i think it was kinda here for me to vent so i dont be a girl and cry tonight, but thanks for readin i spose
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~Why be emo and cry about her all day, when you can be metal and go to her house, kidnap her and lock her in your basement so she'll be yours forever. ~Mackey
