Hello! I'll post a new thread if that's okay.
I mentioned in my older post that I have been addicted to tramadol for about five years. In the last 2-3 years, I used larger doses for longer periods of time.
For example, around 1000 mg for 4-6 months, but in many cases I exceeded the dose of 1500-2000 mg in one day. It was a secret addiction and I always thought I could control it. This is the fifth time I've been in rough, hellish cold turkey.
This week I told everything honestly to my wife and my mom because I can't deal with this alone, then I went to a psychiatrist and told him everything. I'm very relieved, but I can't be happy about it.
Unfortunately, I already know the process of withdrawal well, but with every major withdrawal so far, I have noticed that it doesn't matter whether I took it for 3 months or six months, it lasts roughly the same amount of time. Why is this so? I've been using it for less than two months now and only went up to around 1000mg in the last 3 weeks.
Of course, I don't sleep, but if I use it for only 3 weeks, I don't have insomnia. My doctor does not prescribe any medicine because we agreed that I should not accidentally abuse it. Also, I start psychotherapy on Thursday. On the one hand, I'm very proud because I've never been honest about my addiction to others, and on the other hand, I'm afraid that even though I've been taking it for less than two months, I won't be able to sleep for two weeks either. Is it possible that it will be so? Right now I don't have brainzap and I don't sweat and I'm already on my fourth day and I jumped from 700 mg. No RLS at the moment either. Maybe I got away with it? This is normal? Until now, these symptoms were always present. My question is, what is your experience with the duration, and what could help you sleep without medication? because I'm struggling with this right now, maybe if I've had 3-4 hours of sleep in the last 4 days.
Any experience or advice would be a huge help.
For the first time in my life, I dared to ask for help and accept this addiction.
Thanks and sorry for my bad English.
I mentioned in my older post that I have been addicted to tramadol for about five years. In the last 2-3 years, I used larger doses for longer periods of time.
For example, around 1000 mg for 4-6 months, but in many cases I exceeded the dose of 1500-2000 mg in one day. It was a secret addiction and I always thought I could control it. This is the fifth time I've been in rough, hellish cold turkey.
This week I told everything honestly to my wife and my mom because I can't deal with this alone, then I went to a psychiatrist and told him everything. I'm very relieved, but I can't be happy about it.
Unfortunately, I already know the process of withdrawal well, but with every major withdrawal so far, I have noticed that it doesn't matter whether I took it for 3 months or six months, it lasts roughly the same amount of time. Why is this so? I've been using it for less than two months now and only went up to around 1000mg in the last 3 weeks.
Of course, I don't sleep, but if I use it for only 3 weeks, I don't have insomnia. My doctor does not prescribe any medicine because we agreed that I should not accidentally abuse it. Also, I start psychotherapy on Thursday. On the one hand, I'm very proud because I've never been honest about my addiction to others, and on the other hand, I'm afraid that even though I've been taking it for less than two months, I won't be able to sleep for two weeks either. Is it possible that it will be so? Right now I don't have brainzap and I don't sweat and I'm already on my fourth day and I jumped from 700 mg. No RLS at the moment either. Maybe I got away with it? This is normal? Until now, these symptoms were always present. My question is, what is your experience with the duration, and what could help you sleep without medication? because I'm struggling with this right now, maybe if I've had 3-4 hours of sleep in the last 4 days.
Any experience or advice would be a huge help.
For the first time in my life, I dared to ask for help and accept this addiction.
Thanks and sorry for my bad English.