Hiya all,
Went to uni to get work done with Microdiet so I had that done, was pleased. I missed a drop-in meeting - but my masters in more important.
I text my 'friend' about Bluelight. Told her it has a lovely section on Mental Health, ya know thinking it will support her. A few hours later see sends me this message "Do not talk to me about 1codeine, forums or websites as it bores me senseless." I AM DONE WITH HER! A YEAR I cut all ties with her and she still has not learnt anything. Well she has text me lots and I have simply deleted the lot. I will NOT be abused or treated like **** by no one. I told her she was blunt and that this was NOT the way to speak to people and she replies "I think you're autistic so I have to be blunt with you." Well I am done with be devalued as a person. There is a way of saying thing. ALSO I NEV ER EVEN MENTIONED CODEINE MUCH TO HER ONLY IN EXCHANGE WHEN WE WERE DISCUSSING OUR ILNESSES I MEAN FFS INSN'T CONVO MEANT TO BE 50/50? No It's all her her her!!!!
And another person who was a friend ACCUSED ME OF WANTING TO BE ABUSED. What the fuck???? NO I DO NOT WANT TO BE ABUSED BY ANYONE AND WILL NOT TOLEERATE IT FROM NO ONE!!!!! THAT'S WHY APART FROM WISHING THAT PERSON WELL WITH AN APPOINTMENT I HAVE NOT CONTACTED HER EITHER. I'D ONLY CONTACT 'HER' IF SHE SHOWED SHE WAS FRIENDS WITH ME FOR ME AND NOT OUT OF GUILT...
Sorry everyone for the vent but I am learning something. Sometimes we just surround ourselves by the WRONG person and I love this site! No MORE! From now on anyone who abuses me gets the chop. No offence, but due to being HURT, August 2012 I promised myself I would not befriend another person with mental health issues, as all they do is hurt me, abuse me, and dump me. WHY, IN OCTOBER, DID I GO AND BEFRIEND ANOTHER WHO DID THE SAME???? I may seem judgemental but that's what happens when you're constantly hurt and rejected like a piece of s***.
Besides all this drama (sorry, lol, but I need somewhere to vent haha) how are you all doing? To all you recovering from addiction, I am with you and care n we can do this, ok..
Take care everyone,
Evey
Went to uni to get work done with Microdiet so I had that done, was pleased. I missed a drop-in meeting - but my masters in more important.
I text my 'friend' about Bluelight. Told her it has a lovely section on Mental Health, ya know thinking it will support her. A few hours later see sends me this message "Do not talk to me about 1codeine, forums or websites as it bores me senseless." I AM DONE WITH HER! A YEAR I cut all ties with her and she still has not learnt anything. Well she has text me lots and I have simply deleted the lot. I will NOT be abused or treated like **** by no one. I told her she was blunt and that this was NOT the way to speak to people and she replies "I think you're autistic so I have to be blunt with you." Well I am done with be devalued as a person. There is a way of saying thing. ALSO I NEV ER EVEN MENTIONED CODEINE MUCH TO HER ONLY IN EXCHANGE WHEN WE WERE DISCUSSING OUR ILNESSES I MEAN FFS INSN'T CONVO MEANT TO BE 50/50? No It's all her her her!!!!
And another person who was a friend ACCUSED ME OF WANTING TO BE ABUSED. What the fuck???? NO I DO NOT WANT TO BE ABUSED BY ANYONE AND WILL NOT TOLEERATE IT FROM NO ONE!!!!! THAT'S WHY APART FROM WISHING THAT PERSON WELL WITH AN APPOINTMENT I HAVE NOT CONTACTED HER EITHER. I'D ONLY CONTACT 'HER' IF SHE SHOWED SHE WAS FRIENDS WITH ME FOR ME AND NOT OUT OF GUILT...
Sorry everyone for the vent but I am learning something. Sometimes we just surround ourselves by the WRONG person and I love this site! No MORE! From now on anyone who abuses me gets the chop. No offence, but due to being HURT, August 2012 I promised myself I would not befriend another person with mental health issues, as all they do is hurt me, abuse me, and dump me. WHY, IN OCTOBER, DID I GO AND BEFRIEND ANOTHER WHO DID THE SAME???? I may seem judgemental but that's what happens when you're constantly hurt and rejected like a piece of s***.
Besides all this drama (sorry, lol, but I need somewhere to vent haha) how are you all doing? To all you recovering from addiction, I am with you and care n we can do this, ok..
Take care everyone,
Evey